03-10-2017, 04:32 PM
Long Time no update... School has kept me busy and occupied. Besides there really wasn't a stuff to report. I'm on a break now, so I will write the report.
I began DMSI 3.1 A a few days ago, maybe it's been a week or so. I have tried using FLAC, but I found that yesterday, the things stops playing after the first file, even when I put it in the playlist, so I will be switching back to MP3. (Some other times, I think it played two files. Anyway, FLAC on my iphone hasn't been all that reliable, so I am switching back to MP3)
Another thing I noticed while I was listening last night was that I think I was having a serious resistance moment. First of all, I couldn't get to sleep easily for a long period of time. Secondly, I had a lot of thoughts going in my head, like oh I shouldn't be focusing this, while I have other stuff to do. Another thought that was going in my head was like nothing's gonna happen anyway. I think there were some other thoughts, which I don't remember, but I nevertheless know that they are similar to the above ones.
Anyway, I think I had more interesting stuff while I was on a break from DMSI. This must have happened when I was off for about several weeks. What happened was that I went down for a dinner to a restaurant nearby where I live. This restaurant was rather full, which was rather unusual. There was one spot at a bar, so I took it. Right next to where I sat was a girl (who was rather good looking) and her guy friend whom I thought was her boyfriend at first.
This girl struck me up the first to ask some question about the area, and about the restaurant as she was moving into the area. Then we ended up talking for whole a lot more, and about 1/3 of the entire talk was about sex.... It wasn't me who actually brought up the subject, but was brought up by the girl's friend. Also the transition to talk about sex was so random......
In the end, it sorta became their mission to get me laid, and the guy was like if the girl can't find anyone, she's going to take that......
Also, it was interesting to note the girl was quite touchy. She was also quite shocked about my being virgin and she was like "how can you live like that? How can you live without having sex?" She was also very concerned about how she's seen. She was like, am I wrong to think like this? Am I wrong to have lost virginity at age 15...
So I ended up staying there for several hours, which was not my plan at all. My plan was to finish diner ASAP, get back and start working on the assignment. At the end, the girl was like she's gonna be here next week. I didn't get to see her, as I couldn't get there on the day, and I haven't seen her (or the guy) after that.
I'd say this was probably the closest thing that DMSI gotten me close to sex, and it was literally the first time I got to talk about sex with stranger for that long. (Along with other stuff.)
I also find it interesting that I had this while I was on a break. I recently began DMSI 3.1, but I don't know if it is making it better or worse. Well, who knows.
I began DMSI 3.1 A a few days ago, maybe it's been a week or so. I have tried using FLAC, but I found that yesterday, the things stops playing after the first file, even when I put it in the playlist, so I will be switching back to MP3. (Some other times, I think it played two files. Anyway, FLAC on my iphone hasn't been all that reliable, so I am switching back to MP3)
Another thing I noticed while I was listening last night was that I think I was having a serious resistance moment. First of all, I couldn't get to sleep easily for a long period of time. Secondly, I had a lot of thoughts going in my head, like oh I shouldn't be focusing this, while I have other stuff to do. Another thought that was going in my head was like nothing's gonna happen anyway. I think there were some other thoughts, which I don't remember, but I nevertheless know that they are similar to the above ones.
Anyway, I think I had more interesting stuff while I was on a break from DMSI. This must have happened when I was off for about several weeks. What happened was that I went down for a dinner to a restaurant nearby where I live. This restaurant was rather full, which was rather unusual. There was one spot at a bar, so I took it. Right next to where I sat was a girl (who was rather good looking) and her guy friend whom I thought was her boyfriend at first.
This girl struck me up the first to ask some question about the area, and about the restaurant as she was moving into the area. Then we ended up talking for whole a lot more, and about 1/3 of the entire talk was about sex.... It wasn't me who actually brought up the subject, but was brought up by the girl's friend. Also the transition to talk about sex was so random......
In the end, it sorta became their mission to get me laid, and the guy was like if the girl can't find anyone, she's going to take that......
Also, it was interesting to note the girl was quite touchy. She was also quite shocked about my being virgin and she was like "how can you live like that? How can you live without having sex?" She was also very concerned about how she's seen. She was like, am I wrong to think like this? Am I wrong to have lost virginity at age 15...
So I ended up staying there for several hours, which was not my plan at all. My plan was to finish diner ASAP, get back and start working on the assignment. At the end, the girl was like she's gonna be here next week. I didn't get to see her, as I couldn't get there on the day, and I haven't seen her (or the guy) after that.
I'd say this was probably the closest thing that DMSI gotten me close to sex, and it was literally the first time I got to talk about sex with stranger for that long. (Along with other stuff.)
I also find it interesting that I had this while I was on a break. I recently began DMSI 3.1, but I don't know if it is making it better or worse. Well, who knows.
