Lots of feelings of inadequacy, like I'm not a man or less of a man. I made the stupid decision (or was I drawn there so I could experience this) to go to MMA sparring class with a f*cked up neck and while feeling exhausted and over trained. Ended up fighting a bunch of really young and talented guys and getting smashed. And I can hear my next door neighbor -- a hot Asian chick -- being railed by her boyfriend.
So many feels that I can't even process right now. F*ck this day, I'm going to bed.
P.S. I miss MHS. I was healing like Wolverine on that bitch.
So many feels that I can't even process right now. F*ck this day, I'm going to bed.
P.S. I miss MHS. I was healing like Wolverine on that bitch.
