03-09-2017, 03:34 PM
(03-09-2017, 03:27 PM)Blink Wrote: I feel you on the zombie comment and the headaches. For me it feels slightly on the left side of the forehead, synchronized with breathing. Every exhale gives a throbbing like pain. As if something's trying to come out the side of my forehead
I'm glad I'm not the only one to think that EIP is in there. I had a feeling that it might be in there this morning, but dismissed it quickly. For me, it's coming in the form that everything's gonna shape out in the exact way that I want. It feels like it cannot be otherwise. That's the most accurate description I can come out with at this state.
Also, do you think over training could be a form of resistance? As in, "lemme overwork myself so I can have an excuse to switch to MHS".
Nah, I have no intention whatsoever of switching. I'm going through too much internal change and VERY FAST to switch. It was more of me trying to show off for the tall, leggy, athletic black chick that I ended up opening.
What it IS doing, however, is making me realize how much I want subs that will help me explore my inner world more. A 5.5g or 6g standalone version of EIP or something like that.
... though I do miss MHS.
