03-08-2017, 10:20 AM
Day 6: March 8th, 2017
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Player: VLC on PC
Last night, on my way home from work, I had this nice feeling that everything is going to be fine and I will be able to get whatever I want in life. It was actually more than a feeling, it felt more like a fact.
At home, I had my first hunger experience on DMSI. I had not worked out all day, because I got up late and missed my workout. So this was unusual for such a day. Usually on my non workout days, I aim for 1800 Cals, but since I'm trying to put on some weight now, I'm aiming for 2400 Cals on such days, and I would force myself to eat that much. Yesterday I had 3200 Cals. It put me in a "I'm full but I wanna eat more" mood. Eating more would have made me sick, so I stopped there...
After that, I felt some heat. Temperature in my room was around 25 degrees (77 Fahrenheit), so around normal, but I had to check my body temperature to see if I'm sick. It was normal. It went downhill from there. Shortness of breath and fast heartbeats. Panicky mode. This has never happened "out of nowhere" to me. At least not in daytime.
At night, I had some bad dreams. I can't remember the content, but I woke up in half rage half depressed mood. Went to boxing, it was not a good workout, mainly because the coach was in a bad mood. We did some nice drills tho, I learned a couple of things. At boxing, a friend was giving me some advice on my form and technique. He usually does, as he's much more experienced and smoother than I am. He was a bit more aggressive today. Then his girlfriend started flirting. She's always like that tho, in fact she like that with everyone. She took it up a notch this time tho. This girl confuses the hell out of me
Now at work, after having food I feel so much better. I usually get sleepy after I eat, but this is a different kind of sleepy. The kind that you get after a nice and satisfying day just before bedtime as opposed to my usual "damn I'm tired, I need a nap to survive" type of sleepy.
Version: 3.1A
Format: Trickling Stream Masked FLAC
Player: VLC on PC
Last night, on my way home from work, I had this nice feeling that everything is going to be fine and I will be able to get whatever I want in life. It was actually more than a feeling, it felt more like a fact.
At home, I had my first hunger experience on DMSI. I had not worked out all day, because I got up late and missed my workout. So this was unusual for such a day. Usually on my non workout days, I aim for 1800 Cals, but since I'm trying to put on some weight now, I'm aiming for 2400 Cals on such days, and I would force myself to eat that much. Yesterday I had 3200 Cals. It put me in a "I'm full but I wanna eat more" mood. Eating more would have made me sick, so I stopped there...
After that, I felt some heat. Temperature in my room was around 25 degrees (77 Fahrenheit), so around normal, but I had to check my body temperature to see if I'm sick. It was normal. It went downhill from there. Shortness of breath and fast heartbeats. Panicky mode. This has never happened "out of nowhere" to me. At least not in daytime.
At night, I had some bad dreams. I can't remember the content, but I woke up in half rage half depressed mood. Went to boxing, it was not a good workout, mainly because the coach was in a bad mood. We did some nice drills tho, I learned a couple of things. At boxing, a friend was giving me some advice on my form and technique. He usually does, as he's much more experienced and smoother than I am. He was a bit more aggressive today. Then his girlfriend started flirting. She's always like that tho, in fact she like that with everyone. She took it up a notch this time tho. This girl confuses the hell out of me
Now at work, after having food I feel so much better. I usually get sleepy after I eat, but this is a different kind of sleepy. The kind that you get after a nice and satisfying day just before bedtime as opposed to my usual "damn I'm tired, I need a nap to survive" type of sleepy.
INFJ
