Went to bed last night, and just as I was falling asleep, my son started crying. He may have had a nightmare, so I went to check on him. Unfortunately, it was just enough to wake me up to the point where I was flooded with thoughts of subjects that irritated me, and people from my past I still hold grievances against. I'm not sure how long I lay awake stewing over them before I drifted off...
I don't remember the dreams I had last night, but woke up with my usual morning stiffy.
I began my morning with some caffeine, and then turned on my 10,000 lux full-spectrum SAD light while I started reading forum threads this morning, I suddenly felt a burst of anxiety. The anxiety then transformed into a crazy body-high, palms and soles blazing with energy, and even my tally-whacker. Then, anxiety. Then, back to energy in my jimmy, and back to my solar plexus. It's still going back-and-forth.
My wife just got home from her night shift. She didn't sleep but 2 hours, so she said immediately that she was going to bed. Now she's sitting down on the couch, chatting my ear off. What happened to going to bed?
As I finish typing this, my head is pulsing, energy is flowing down from the outside of my shoulders to my wrists. I feel like I did when I used to practice astral projection. After lying there for awhile, I would be able to feel my etheric body vibrate out-of-sync with my physical body. That's what this feels like. Crazy!
I don't remember the dreams I had last night, but woke up with my usual morning stiffy.
I began my morning with some caffeine, and then turned on my 10,000 lux full-spectrum SAD light while I started reading forum threads this morning, I suddenly felt a burst of anxiety. The anxiety then transformed into a crazy body-high, palms and soles blazing with energy, and even my tally-whacker. Then, anxiety. Then, back to energy in my jimmy, and back to my solar plexus. It's still going back-and-forth.
My wife just got home from her night shift. She didn't sleep but 2 hours, so she said immediately that she was going to bed. Now she's sitting down on the couch, chatting my ear off. What happened to going to bed?
As I finish typing this, my head is pulsing, energy is flowing down from the outside of my shoulders to my wrists. I feel like I did when I used to practice astral projection. After lying there for awhile, I would be able to feel my etheric body vibrate out-of-sync with my physical body. That's what this feels like. Crazy!
