03-07-2017, 08:41 PM
Today I feel different. Like I'm free.
I don't have as much fear around authority. Boss and HR walked in and I just didn't care. I don't have that chained down feeling to that job anymore.
For some odd reason I see myself traveling a lot more in future. Kind of weird but sometimes I feel like I'm in the process of booking my ticket and making the necessary preparations. Almost told someone I was going out of the country for a while.
Oh almost forgot went to go get something to eat at fast food restaurant that I go to occasionally and saw the cute girl that works there. I still have really strong doubts about my gaydar however intuitively I thinks shes gay. That long eye contact says it all and that hovering. Also got a little warm and had this weird surreal feeling. Like is this really happening. Unfortuantely happened at the worst possible time because my mom was in the car.
Getting this very strong feeling to go back. LOL
I feel like kid at Christmas time. Yes I know there are other women out there. It's just nice to be actually happy about stuff like this.Yay
I don't have as much fear around authority. Boss and HR walked in and I just didn't care. I don't have that chained down feeling to that job anymore.
For some odd reason I see myself traveling a lot more in future. Kind of weird but sometimes I feel like I'm in the process of booking my ticket and making the necessary preparations. Almost told someone I was going out of the country for a while.
Oh almost forgot went to go get something to eat at fast food restaurant that I go to occasionally and saw the cute girl that works there. I still have really strong doubts about my gaydar however intuitively I thinks shes gay. That long eye contact says it all and that hovering. Also got a little warm and had this weird surreal feeling. Like is this really happening. Unfortuantely happened at the worst possible time because my mom was in the car.
Getting this very strong feeling to go back. LOL
I feel like kid at Christmas time. Yes I know there are other women out there. It's just nice to be actually happy about stuff like this.Yay
