03-07-2017, 08:33 PM
(03-07-2017, 07:47 PM)eternity Wrote: I've also been feeling really entitled for results. My ego is getting big. I think to myself "I'm running the most powerful sub in existence, and all you peasants will respond to my aura". Or other thoughts like "why isn't this girl giving me an IOI. Doesn't she know I'm hot?" Or.... "it's OK to look at me. I know I'm interesting". These thoughts have always been there, but I'm aware of them now. Enough to recognize them for what they are. 5 days ago, I wouldn't have recognized this as significant. Truth be told, I don't know if I want to get rid of this entitlement. It kind of feels good, although it's probably stemming from neediness.
Check and check. I've had a number of incidents where an ugly woman would see me and look up and away, which allegedly signifies a rejection and I've burst out laughing while thinking, "I'm better than you, anyway, uggo."
It happens.
