03-06-2017, 02:33 PM
Went to the zoo, hotties galore.
Completely ghosted. I felt absolutely fucking invisible. Frankly, it pissed me the fuck off. Even without DMSI, no aura, no internal changes, I should be getting a glance here and there. I was thinking, "Damn, am I suddenly that fuckin' ugly?" I usually will check to see if a woman is looking over her shoulder at me after we walk by - I don't mind getting caught. Nothing. Not even once.
Even though I hadn't eaten anything today (I'm fasting), I thought perhaps the whole "powered by the sun," might kick in. Sun was shining, it was warm...Ah, well. I quickly felt frustrated with myself, because I clearly wasn't executing the script. I got a headache after thinking about that for awhile, but it could be because I was wearing a hat that's a little tight. I tend to get headaches when I wear it.
I got home, put my son to bed for his nap, and then attached my phone to my soundbar. I turned off the subwoofer, reset the bass and treble to zero, and started 2 loops of hybrid .FLAC loud-as-fuck. Over halfway through the first loop, my body was positively vibrating with energy. My hands and feet were buzzing, my whole body was, really.
The second loop is almost finished, and I can still feel my hands and feet tingle. Now I just need to clear and execute this bitch fully.
Completely ghosted. I felt absolutely fucking invisible. Frankly, it pissed me the fuck off. Even without DMSI, no aura, no internal changes, I should be getting a glance here and there. I was thinking, "Damn, am I suddenly that fuckin' ugly?" I usually will check to see if a woman is looking over her shoulder at me after we walk by - I don't mind getting caught. Nothing. Not even once.
Even though I hadn't eaten anything today (I'm fasting), I thought perhaps the whole "powered by the sun," might kick in. Sun was shining, it was warm...Ah, well. I quickly felt frustrated with myself, because I clearly wasn't executing the script. I got a headache after thinking about that for awhile, but it could be because I was wearing a hat that's a little tight. I tend to get headaches when I wear it.
I got home, put my son to bed for his nap, and then attached my phone to my soundbar. I turned off the subwoofer, reset the bass and treble to zero, and started 2 loops of hybrid .FLAC loud-as-fuck. Over halfway through the first loop, my body was positively vibrating with energy. My hands and feet were buzzing, my whole body was, really.
The second loop is almost finished, and I can still feel my hands and feet tingle. Now I just need to clear and execute this bitch fully.
