03-06-2017, 09:10 AM
(03-06-2017, 08:51 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: Same. Getting very surreal and just plain weird dreams. One involving having to survive some kind of crazy ass flood and being voting in as the new "Noah."
And then... there was last night's dream...
(03-06-2017, 09:01 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: Day 3-6:
Last night, I had this dream that I was railing the F*CK out of my aunt (on my father's side, by marriage -- but still). Like, I was really giving it to her. In my head, I knew what I was doing was wrong, but I just didn't give a flying f*ck. Well, actually, I gave a lot of flying f*cks. To her. Then we cuddled in bed like a couple and I woke up like wtf is this sh*t.
v3 is a really weird sub. I can't quite put my finger on what's happening, but it's really like my reality is being twisted, warped and bent into something new. Internally, I don't know who the f*ck I am even more. Even the way I write and sign my signature has changed. It's freaking crazy.
Yeah it is. I feel like whatever is happening is beyond my control, but somehow I'm not resisting it. I'm just like "well, I guess this is happening"
Kind of makes me think of Charlie Sheen on Two and a Half Men and how he always just goes with the flow.
(03-06-2017, 09:01 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: Then, the wild ass manifestations. I had little to no OkCupid and Tinder manifestations over the past few weeks. Three days of v3? Suddenly, the floodpipes have opened. Weird thing is, they're all from far off places. F*cking Boston. Canada. The UK. All messaging and just saying "hi." I'm not even sure how they even found my profile, as both OkC and Tinder generally limit your searches to your local area. Get this SH*T: I matched with this pretty Latina, who we'll call Izzy, almost two weeks ago, but never messaged her because I was too busy training. Well, I was on the road all weekend. Drove about 400 miles away from where I live. Guess who then decides to message me. That's right -- Izzy. She told me she was interested in MMA, so we're supposed to be meeting up at a park on Saturday so I can go over some basic moves with her. Free first date that lets me show off my skills? Count me in.Awesome that you got some OKC manifestations tho. Mine has been the opposite, but something tells me it's cause reality is shifting. There's always that bit of "lag" when switching realities, amiright?
I was like, wtf? Did the long range sniper kick in after I left? This weirdness keeps happening incessantly. I'll be out and about and will just sense that someone's staring at me. And it's a really weird look, like... "who is this ALIEN?" In the women's case, I can tell there's some slight attraction there, but it's different from anything I've ever experienced, and I can't put my finger on it. It's like a stare and a slight smile. Not really animalistic lust (I think), but almost like they want to have my children.
I've also been using some mental alchemy to check my subconscious and I keep sensing this feeling that all my limits are being dissolved. If I keep running v3, I will have NO limits soon.
The sub is smooth. Very smooth. It reminds me of v2.4.