Today is probably one of the best days since I've been on DMSI. F@cking DMSI
Did my two loops in the morning before the start of the day. At the beginning of the year, we hired a student from the local university to provide respite care for our son. I usually drop him at a museum that he likes to go to and the care taker, a 21 - 22 year old student, meets me there for the drop off. Today, as soon as I met her, she was apologetic for not replying to my texts because she had lost her phone. I left the museum and went to the gym for cardio. At the gym, as soon as the receptionist saw me, her jaw dropped and her eyes were big as saucers. It took about five seconds for her to regain her composure. Throughout the time that I was there, she was really accommodating and smiling every time we crossed path. After 3 hours, I picked my son up and gave the student a ride back to the university campus. In the past, the ride back went without a hitch and we would make small talk to kill the 15 to 20 minutes it would take from the museum to the university. Today, was totally different. My son sat in the back and she was in the passenger side. Immediately, she started to twirl her hair and occasionally she would stroke her lips with her fingers or bring the hair she was twirling to her mouth. I would occasionally make eye contact with her and each time she had this silly grin / smile on her face. About five minutes into the ride, I saw her quickly open and close her legs, in a car wiper motion, five or six times. She became aware that I noticed and she suddenly went quiet and by the time the conversation resumed I could tell she was really nervous as she was stuttering and having difficulty stringing words to construct coherent sentences. She finally wedged her hands between her thighs I'm guessing to keep her legs from flapping. Fortunately for her, the ride didn't last hours as I'm almost certain that the end goal would have been reached had we'd been alone and my son wasn't there. I dropped her and wished her a good weekend.
Afterwards, I went to the mall and both the bank teller and a worker at the food court called me "hun" as business was conducted. Both men and women held doors opened for me, at least 2 or 3 times today. Walking through the mall, I must have caught 6 or 7 women, longingly looking at me some from a distance of 30 ft or so.
Internally, I know the script or part of the script is executing as I've been feeling relaxed and had this sense of elation for most of the day. I can also feel some energy emanating from both my face and upper chest. As a result, I've been feeling really hungry and ate more than I usually would.
EDIT: My pants are sliding down my waist, I keep having to bring them up. I will check if I'm losing weight.
Did my two loops in the morning before the start of the day. At the beginning of the year, we hired a student from the local university to provide respite care for our son. I usually drop him at a museum that he likes to go to and the care taker, a 21 - 22 year old student, meets me there for the drop off. Today, as soon as I met her, she was apologetic for not replying to my texts because she had lost her phone. I left the museum and went to the gym for cardio. At the gym, as soon as the receptionist saw me, her jaw dropped and her eyes were big as saucers. It took about five seconds for her to regain her composure. Throughout the time that I was there, she was really accommodating and smiling every time we crossed path. After 3 hours, I picked my son up and gave the student a ride back to the university campus. In the past, the ride back went without a hitch and we would make small talk to kill the 15 to 20 minutes it would take from the museum to the university. Today, was totally different. My son sat in the back and she was in the passenger side. Immediately, she started to twirl her hair and occasionally she would stroke her lips with her fingers or bring the hair she was twirling to her mouth. I would occasionally make eye contact with her and each time she had this silly grin / smile on her face. About five minutes into the ride, I saw her quickly open and close her legs, in a car wiper motion, five or six times. She became aware that I noticed and she suddenly went quiet and by the time the conversation resumed I could tell she was really nervous as she was stuttering and having difficulty stringing words to construct coherent sentences. She finally wedged her hands between her thighs I'm guessing to keep her legs from flapping. Fortunately for her, the ride didn't last hours as I'm almost certain that the end goal would have been reached had we'd been alone and my son wasn't there. I dropped her and wished her a good weekend.
Afterwards, I went to the mall and both the bank teller and a worker at the food court called me "hun" as business was conducted. Both men and women held doors opened for me, at least 2 or 3 times today. Walking through the mall, I must have caught 6 or 7 women, longingly looking at me some from a distance of 30 ft or so.
Internally, I know the script or part of the script is executing as I've been feeling relaxed and had this sense of elation for most of the day. I can also feel some energy emanating from both my face and upper chest. As a result, I've been feeling really hungry and ate more than I usually would.
EDIT: My pants are sliding down my waist, I keep having to bring them up. I will check if I'm losing weight.
INTJ
