03-03-2017, 09:41 PM
One woman (H) who's been itching to get in my pants (unsuccessfully) has been trying to set me up with this Bangladeshi girl. H gave my number to bangla girl, told me bangla girl will be calling me. Welp, she made the first move and texted me. I called her and I was greeted with a warm voice. She's excited to meet me. We will see how that goes. I think the aura projected to her through the phone. No way to really tell though, as I don't know her yet.
The 200ft sniper is interesting. I was in a room of 80 people, listening to someone tell their life story. I was sitting at one edge of the room, and I saw women from 50 feet away looking at me with curiosity. Not necessarily IOI's, but it was interest of some sort. On a side note, I didn't actually realize how large of a circle 200ft really is from me as a center point. That's ambitious, Shannon, and quite a feat if it ends up working as specified. I'd be interested in somehow measuring 200ft distance from me and see if/when/how people react once the 200ft boundary has been crossed....
Anyway. I end up sitting next to this blonde beauty. She went from closed at the beginning of the hour to completely facing ME at the end, with her legs dangling off the side of her chair.
If this was us facing the front of the room at 8:05 pm:
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Then this was us at 8:55pm
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Where she's on the left and I'm on the right. She was literally perpendicular to me. LOL.
And at the end of the meeting we join hands and pray (hope I'm not breaking the rules by saying that). She held my hand and my hand kept "accidentally" bumping into her thigh. BTW I'm having vivid deja vu typing that. As if I just relived that experience. Now I feel a sharp shooting sensation going through the 7 o clock position of my head, if you were to be looking at it in a birdseye view.
I've had lots of deja vu's in my life. They were quite prevalent in SM3. During BASE it was nearly nonexistant. 3.0 caused a spike in them... But within the past 7 days they've been getting more frequent and more vivid. I think this is SATT at work.
I'm curious about the pain in my head. It was triggered when I thought of how obvious of a signal that girl sent me, but I didn't make moves on her. Curious if that was a really powerful motivator for SATT to learn from? Also curious if the pain is similar to the exhaustion of 3.0 where any part of me that resists will be met with discomfort, the head pain being one of those signs.
It's been 24 hours since starting 3.1. I can already tell I'm not going to be in the "run away" or "stonewall" category.
I'm surprised that I have not noticed any signs of clearing, however. I would have expected the clearing to have taken priority over the other stuff. Perhaps it is taking priority but the shield has just evolved tremendously.
The 200ft sniper is interesting. I was in a room of 80 people, listening to someone tell their life story. I was sitting at one edge of the room, and I saw women from 50 feet away looking at me with curiosity. Not necessarily IOI's, but it was interest of some sort. On a side note, I didn't actually realize how large of a circle 200ft really is from me as a center point. That's ambitious, Shannon, and quite a feat if it ends up working as specified. I'd be interested in somehow measuring 200ft distance from me and see if/when/how people react once the 200ft boundary has been crossed....
Anyway. I end up sitting next to this blonde beauty. She went from closed at the beginning of the hour to completely facing ME at the end, with her legs dangling off the side of her chair.
If this was us facing the front of the room at 8:05 pm:
| |
Then this was us at 8:55pm
- |
Where she's on the left and I'm on the right. She was literally perpendicular to me. LOL.
And at the end of the meeting we join hands and pray (hope I'm not breaking the rules by saying that). She held my hand and my hand kept "accidentally" bumping into her thigh. BTW I'm having vivid deja vu typing that. As if I just relived that experience. Now I feel a sharp shooting sensation going through the 7 o clock position of my head, if you were to be looking at it in a birdseye view.
I've had lots of deja vu's in my life. They were quite prevalent in SM3. During BASE it was nearly nonexistant. 3.0 caused a spike in them... But within the past 7 days they've been getting more frequent and more vivid. I think this is SATT at work.
I'm curious about the pain in my head. It was triggered when I thought of how obvious of a signal that girl sent me, but I didn't make moves on her. Curious if that was a really powerful motivator for SATT to learn from? Also curious if the pain is similar to the exhaustion of 3.0 where any part of me that resists will be met with discomfort, the head pain being one of those signs.
It's been 24 hours since starting 3.1. I can already tell I'm not going to be in the "run away" or "stonewall" category.
I'm surprised that I have not noticed any signs of clearing, however. I would have expected the clearing to have taken priority over the other stuff. Perhaps it is taking priority but the shield has just evolved tremendously.
