Day 1:
Format: Masked
Went to see LOGAN at 10:00p last night. What an amazing, deeply emotional film. It's "No Country for X-Men" with awesome action sequences and some fine acting on Jackman and Stewart's part. For any "X-Men" fan, that final shot will definitely cause some misty eyes.
Anyway, got home and downloaded v3.1 masked. I lasted about two minutes before the sub totally knocked me the f*ck out. I didn't stand a chance. Woke up this morning with a SPLITTING headache and intense hunger. I'm also beyond exhausted. This sub is much more taxing than MHS and I miss the latter already. With MHS, I would wake up, hop out of bed within seconds and be ready for the day. Today, it took around 45 minutes for me to drag myself out of bed. That's partially because of the headache, though.
Anyway, I downed two Goody Powders and a BIG ASS CHOCOLATE BROWNIE just in case it was a sourcing issue. The brownie alleviated the headache a little bit. It's not so intense and "clenching" around the back of my skull.
Emotionally, I'm oscillating between extreme highs and lows. One moment, I feel like I'm approaching a breakthrough and I'm perceiving flashes of greatness. Then, I'll plunge into an equally fleeting moment of sorrow.
It's also really hard for me to think, concentrate or construct sentences (a common resistance symptom for me) and I want nothing more right now than to just go back to sleep.
I hate to be "that guy," and so early on in the game, but I can't deal with these headaches and the exhaustion. I know my brain is probably looking for a loophole to quit the sub, but that doesn't change the fact that my new job requires intense concentration and focus for long periods of time and I can't do that while suffering from debilitating headaches and sleepiness. Hopefully, this isn't something that will happen often and I'll tear through whatever resistance is causing it.
Format: Masked
Went to see LOGAN at 10:00p last night. What an amazing, deeply emotional film. It's "No Country for X-Men" with awesome action sequences and some fine acting on Jackman and Stewart's part. For any "X-Men" fan, that final shot will definitely cause some misty eyes.
Anyway, got home and downloaded v3.1 masked. I lasted about two minutes before the sub totally knocked me the f*ck out. I didn't stand a chance. Woke up this morning with a SPLITTING headache and intense hunger. I'm also beyond exhausted. This sub is much more taxing than MHS and I miss the latter already. With MHS, I would wake up, hop out of bed within seconds and be ready for the day. Today, it took around 45 minutes for me to drag myself out of bed. That's partially because of the headache, though.
Anyway, I downed two Goody Powders and a BIG ASS CHOCOLATE BROWNIE just in case it was a sourcing issue. The brownie alleviated the headache a little bit. It's not so intense and "clenching" around the back of my skull.
Emotionally, I'm oscillating between extreme highs and lows. One moment, I feel like I'm approaching a breakthrough and I'm perceiving flashes of greatness. Then, I'll plunge into an equally fleeting moment of sorrow.
It's also really hard for me to think, concentrate or construct sentences (a common resistance symptom for me) and I want nothing more right now than to just go back to sleep.
I hate to be "that guy," and so early on in the game, but I can't deal with these headaches and the exhaustion. I know my brain is probably looking for a loophole to quit the sub, but that doesn't change the fact that my new job requires intense concentration and focus for long periods of time and I can't do that while suffering from debilitating headaches and sleepiness. Hopefully, this isn't something that will happen often and I'll tear through whatever resistance is causing it.
