12-09-2011, 10:58 AM
(12-09-2011, 01:41 AM)Cortez Wrote: Perhaps you need a little chaos in your life. That's the antidote to OCD. Learn how to not give a f*ck in any way you can. I can certainly mention some ways that helped me stop being like that. I won't mention all of them because some of them are illegal, but it all involves leaping outside your comfort zone instead of edging your way out of it.
Maybe. I can't say for certain if that would help me or not because I've come to realize I don't understand half the stuff that goes on in my mind. But more than likely it probably would. My problem is the same problem I've had for a good portion of my life. I can't conquer fear in a single leap, every little change just sends me over the edge and then I just come crawling back to my comfort zone, sometimes in a worse place than before. I'll never understand how people can do it. It's so stupid when I think of how I behave and how fear is nothing but a creation of my own mind. It's like standing in a room and seeing your goal clearly, but an invisible barrier just keeps knocking you back.
The whole thing is surreal when I just look at my life. I'm going to try to not give a f*ck as much, just start realizing that half the crap I think of in my head isn't of importance. Right now I'm not in a good mental state, but instead of trying to figure out why I'm just going to stop caring and do whatever I feel like doing.
