MLS 5.5G

[Griffin]

I would like a healing module in here too, I think its safe to say I got a dislike and subconscious fear of learning because of school and people telling me i am stupid and lazy, and that i DONT WANT TO LEARN, i have ADD and this is where people's view of me daydreaming confused for lazy.
so as i am wanting to learn more languages somehow i haven't started and i wonder why? is it procrastination? fear? laziness?