02-27-2017, 06:04 AM
So i decided to try a cigarette again after having stopped whilst on LTU - and it hit me like the first time I'd ever had one, tongue feeling all crappy and fuzzy, weird head rush, generally revolting.
Stomach keeps gurgling - I've had stomach issues for a long time so wondering if something is working on this.
Right knee still twinges - no noticeable effect, but feeling more recovered after Friday and Saturday deep crash. Sticking religiously to the rules now.
Emotionally still stable, feeling a lot of gratitude generally, and an increasing desire to put my life to good use in a world that needs a good deal of work done (this just a general comment and not really necessarily MHS related)
Stomach keeps gurgling - I've had stomach issues for a long time so wondering if something is working on this.
Right knee still twinges - no noticeable effect, but feeling more recovered after Friday and Saturday deep crash. Sticking religiously to the rules now.
Emotionally still stable, feeling a lot of gratitude generally, and an increasing desire to put my life to good use in a world that needs a good deal of work done (this just a general comment and not really necessarily MHS related)
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
