DMSI - Journal to an unlimited Horizon

[Nox]

Wasnt out last night since i was freaking tired and exhausted and alos slighly depressed...

DMSI is like a big rollercoaster and also several mones which are really exhausting to my body chemistry.
DOnt know if all of this is the right approach, thought i get a edge with mones and subs, but i notice that i get more an more passiv and want this outside things to do the work for me.
This is not like an alpha male would act!!! Also it kind of destroys my core self esteem, even if a girl would like me for myself I would think its coz of the mones/subs...

So not sure if I should actually continue to use both.
Subs are good but i could actually swap to a more masculine one like AM6 and SM, like Frosted said in his Journal, a real man goes out and hunt and doesnt wait that some sub and the woman is doing all the work.

You know that females are often the primary hunters in a lot of species, right? Lions for example. The males can and do hunt as needed, but it's the females that do the hunting.

And a "real man" is a fictitious construct used to shame someone. Who cares what society thinks a man is. Society is screwed up nonsense anyways. What do YOU want to be?