02-10-2017, 01:21 AM
Thanks man. Just seems what I have to say isn't really fitting for this forum for now. Just due to the fact that everyone is on DMSI and therefore have different goals to me. But if it helps will continue to post here and there.
On that note I just finished an email to someone in my commpant and realise that I'm actually engaging as normal with people and senior people in my company who used to horribly intimidate me. Now I'm going out of my way to talk to them, even able to joke with them.
Having constant dreams about fears and being shamed so OGSF is kicking in big time. Dream of people laughing at me, coming up short when I'm asked to do something, embarrassing myself, as well as being under immense pressure for exams/life or death situations.
On that note I just finished an email to someone in my commpant and realise that I'm actually engaging as normal with people and senior people in my company who used to horribly intimidate me. Now I'm going out of my way to talk to them, even able to joke with them.
Having constant dreams about fears and being shamed so OGSF is kicking in big time. Dream of people laughing at me, coming up short when I'm asked to do something, embarrassing myself, as well as being under immense pressure for exams/life or death situations.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
