02-04-2017, 11:31 AM
Shannon,
This DMSI series has been humbling, and that may be an understatement. I've been somewhere between overwhelmed and diverted with my inner experiences with v3.0.1. I have internally gone where I could only have imagined.
I think my main ones right now are:
1) Although some women around me respond really well, others stiffen up. I wonder if the comfort needs to be increased. I don't know why some women respond really well and others don't.
2) To be more specific, I've gotten significantly more negative responses and more negative extreme responses than I ever had in my life from women. While it may be that women might be panicked from overwhelming sexual feelings, I wish they would respond to such feelings in a way that they move towards me in a positive, constructive fashion relative to the goals of the program. If other things are causing these negative reactions, I wish I knew how to address such causes to attain the program goals. I'm thinking they may feel very "raw" around me, or perhaps emotionally out of control, and maybe that leads them to react so negatively.
3) Although I'm heterosexual, I would like to see more positive impacts on men. It's always great when men are wanting to be your friend and helping you rather than seeing you as a threat or competing with you. I've seen both positive and negative impacts increase regarding men. Wouldn't it be great if the more men you meet, the more men you get along with, who like you so much they are introducing you to or setting you up with their women friends, women cousins, sisters, etc. Inviting you to parties. What if they were automatically and voluntarily talking about you to all the women they know in such a way that the women who heard about you were eager to go out with you? (I wonder if this is implicitly already in v3.0.1 as a celebrity effect.)
4) A process analogous to fallout would be useful. I think people in general value something they miss more than something that they feel good about in the moment it is in front of them. If some one misses you, you are present in their thoughts when absent rather than drown out with whatever they are experiencing in the moment without you. Rather than them moving on to the next thing and forgetting about you, you are the next thing they want regardless of what they are doing in that moment. Out of sight out of mind would be irrelevant.
5) There seems to be a fine line between being "of high value" and being too valuable. It's as though your value, her feelings, the timing, etc. all have to be "just right" at just the right time, in just the right way, in just the right sequence... which could all be different 5 minutes from now. Whatever is going on, it has to be just right for that woman. If there is a group of women who you are talking with who are all 10s to you, it has to be just right for each individual woman. Better yet, you are so just right, they don't care about anything else, even if it feels wrong to them. I think this is something that just naturally happens when a woman has to have as a man she sees as her best achievable possible option ever. If the aura transcends time and space, this should be theoretically possible.
6) The attitude shift has been surreal. I'm not even sure how to articulate it. As much as I like the idea of being sexually involved with women, there is a simultaneous indifference to it that eclipses such an idea. A paradox that is co-existent. I've been experiencing this to varying degrees for weeks, and I still can't understand what this is.
7) Unexpectedly or not, I've noticed more improvements in my personal ambitions than my "women oriented" ambitions. In fact, I would say I've been neglecting things on the woman side of things. As many women have given me definite, consistent, strong IOIs, there are only a few I might be interested in and none of them enough to follow through on at this point.
I feel humbled to admit that DMSI has been an alien experience to me meaning I'm at a place where I have never been before. As an added bonus, my vocabulary is often at a loss to explain my inner experience. Some of the external results have been perplexing and enigmatic. I say this all without criticism. I say it as best I can for how at a loss for words for how I feel.
This DMSI series has been humbling, and that may be an understatement. I've been somewhere between overwhelmed and diverted with my inner experiences with v3.0.1. I have internally gone where I could only have imagined.
I think my main ones right now are:
1) Although some women around me respond really well, others stiffen up. I wonder if the comfort needs to be increased. I don't know why some women respond really well and others don't.
2) To be more specific, I've gotten significantly more negative responses and more negative extreme responses than I ever had in my life from women. While it may be that women might be panicked from overwhelming sexual feelings, I wish they would respond to such feelings in a way that they move towards me in a positive, constructive fashion relative to the goals of the program. If other things are causing these negative reactions, I wish I knew how to address such causes to attain the program goals. I'm thinking they may feel very "raw" around me, or perhaps emotionally out of control, and maybe that leads them to react so negatively.
3) Although I'm heterosexual, I would like to see more positive impacts on men. It's always great when men are wanting to be your friend and helping you rather than seeing you as a threat or competing with you. I've seen both positive and negative impacts increase regarding men. Wouldn't it be great if the more men you meet, the more men you get along with, who like you so much they are introducing you to or setting you up with their women friends, women cousins, sisters, etc. Inviting you to parties. What if they were automatically and voluntarily talking about you to all the women they know in such a way that the women who heard about you were eager to go out with you? (I wonder if this is implicitly already in v3.0.1 as a celebrity effect.)
4) A process analogous to fallout would be useful. I think people in general value something they miss more than something that they feel good about in the moment it is in front of them. If some one misses you, you are present in their thoughts when absent rather than drown out with whatever they are experiencing in the moment without you. Rather than them moving on to the next thing and forgetting about you, you are the next thing they want regardless of what they are doing in that moment. Out of sight out of mind would be irrelevant.
5) There seems to be a fine line between being "of high value" and being too valuable. It's as though your value, her feelings, the timing, etc. all have to be "just right" at just the right time, in just the right way, in just the right sequence... which could all be different 5 minutes from now. Whatever is going on, it has to be just right for that woman. If there is a group of women who you are talking with who are all 10s to you, it has to be just right for each individual woman. Better yet, you are so just right, they don't care about anything else, even if it feels wrong to them. I think this is something that just naturally happens when a woman has to have as a man she sees as her best achievable possible option ever. If the aura transcends time and space, this should be theoretically possible.
6) The attitude shift has been surreal. I'm not even sure how to articulate it. As much as I like the idea of being sexually involved with women, there is a simultaneous indifference to it that eclipses such an idea. A paradox that is co-existent. I've been experiencing this to varying degrees for weeks, and I still can't understand what this is.
7) Unexpectedly or not, I've noticed more improvements in my personal ambitions than my "women oriented" ambitions. In fact, I would say I've been neglecting things on the woman side of things. As many women have given me definite, consistent, strong IOIs, there are only a few I might be interested in and none of them enough to follow through on at this point.
I feel humbled to admit that DMSI has been an alien experience to me meaning I'm at a place where I have never been before. As an added bonus, my vocabulary is often at a loss to explain my inner experience. Some of the external results have been perplexing and enigmatic. I say this all without criticism. I say it as best I can for how at a loss for words for how I feel.
