(12-09-2016, 08:16 PM)Steven Wrote: Shannon,

I'm running part A.

First few days I felt very happy and energized. I still feel energized but less happy.

I've been having very weird dreams. Some I can't remember but I just remember them being weird. So that "keeping the healing out of consciousness" seems to be working.

One weird dream involved me talking with a famous actor about what it was like being a sex symbol. I guess I'm preparing for my future, and seeking advice from the best.

I feel more and more disinterested in women. Seems so counter intuitive. There are even days I want to avoid women.

Women who do talk with me generally seem to enjoy their time and look flushed in the face. Although before the DMSI series this might happen about 5 to 10% of the time, it's now more about 30 to 50% of the time.

I've had some women start conversations with me. One woman I've known for months came up and hugged me. (She's never done that before.) Some women are seeming nervous around me. It seems women who are younger (18 to 26 years old) are much more likely to look nervous, uncertain, or flustered. It's as if they don't know how to process me. I'll also joke around or tease them and it's as though they don't know how to process that either. It's like their minds are some where else. Like it's taking all their energy to "hold it together". I don't know how else to describe it. At least they're not giving me the alien stare.

Other times women I know (and I've known for months) will start conversations with me, and within 1 or 2 minutes of conversation they become very quiet. As in they just don't seem to want to talk. I wonder if they are experiencing a reset effect and a bit confused.

Any thoughts you have I'd appreciate.

(12-27-2016, 09:18 AM)Steven Wrote: Shannon,

I've been offline because I've been focused on other things and wanted to objectify the results I think I'm getting from DMSI v3.0.1 as best as I can. I haven't been reading others' journals or anything on the forum for maybe a week or more. So what I'm about to present is not influenced by anything on the forum.

Quote:1) I had 2 athletic injuries that have been a bit bothersome for about 6 months. The areas now seem to suddenly be much improved.

Quote:2) I'm still wondering about this but I've wondered if the aura can over ride pheromones. I've used pheromones periodically while using the DMSI series and what I've noticed is that where I would have usually obtained consistent predictable responses from certain pheromone products, I'm getting more sporadic hits instead of consistent ones (which I was before the DMSI series). It makes me wonder if the aura is making the pheromones more likely to hit the women I'd be more compatible with and more likely to negate them with the ones I'm not.

Quote:3) My motivation/desire for completing my bucket list (and engaging life with passion and enthusiasm) is beyond what I experienced even as a teenager.

Quote:4) I've gotten really picky about women, and I'm referring much more to how they present themselves over their looks. (In fact, I've been more flexible with how they look.) When it comes to attractive women, I can still look at an attractive woman and see the attractiveness and even check them out. But it's like a reflex of going through the motions without the emotions that I'm used to accompanying it. Whereas before I might have over looked certain things a woman does as “she's having a bad day” or whatever, now a woman can turn me off really easily by a number of things. Bad attitude. Apathy. Empty looks in their eyes. Inability to answer simple questions. Poor posture. Distressed look on her face. Incompetence. Disavowal of responsibility. Back pedaling. There's more but that's what comes to mind.

Quote:5) I've begun to wonder if a number of the women who were avoidant had negative attitudes or emotional problems. I can't prove it because I can only verify a few out of many examples, but I still wonder.

Quote:6) I'm coming out of a low point with the healing. I had 1 to 3 days (my memory is foggy about that time... so the “keep the healing out of conscious awareness” was probably working) of feeling that if I never was around any women again ever that was fine, as well as disinterest in sex. Now I'm actually wanting to at least be around women, although at this point I feel I'm “going through the motions” when I interact with them. That is that I have the interaction without much emotional involvement or emotional responsiveness in the interaction. I'm also considering which women I might want to go out with at some point, which I've been demurring from making such plans for weeks.

Quote:7) Overall I've more focus and energy on my life goals in general. This is higher than I ever remember.

Quote:8) The manipulations women do are now so crystal clear it's like watching the build up to an inevitable train wreck from miles away. I can call them out on their **** often in the moment and sometimes before they even do it. It's almost predictable.

Quote:9) I'm not getting the alien stare any more. But I'm getting more of the “I'm interacting with an alien” behavior. In other words, women are no longer staring at me in silence, they will actually interact with me. But it's like they don't know how to categorize me and/or fluidly respond to me. As an ersatz for a category, they seem to default to awkward stereotyped rehearsed generic responses that seem disconnected from each other instead of responding in a way that indicates to me they have experience interacting with someone like me in a role that has a complete, concatenated set of behaviors associated with it. There is a glaring lack of spontaneity from them.

Quote:10) I was surprised in the earlier versions how the DMSI series seemed to be impacting men. As of this version, some men act very odd around me. It seems to be men who are irritable. Overall, men seem to act kind and respectful towards me, which I'm used to. What I'm not used to is this small percentage of men who will be avoidant of me or passive-aggressive around me. To me, that is odd. The only explanation I have for this is that they see me as very alpha and it intimidates them, or it makes them jealous. As a side note, I do know some men who are gay and I see no evidence this aura is impacting them. They are treating me with the same kindness and friendliness and respect that they always have.

Quote:11) I think somewhere in this v3.0.1 is nascent technology for perpetual eternal physical immortality, perpetual eternal physical youth, and perpetual eternal physical health.

(12-27-2016, 10:28 AM)bits Wrote: Glad to hear your progress on 3.01, based on other journals I think it surpasses E2's healing.

(12-27-2016, 11:36 AM)Steven Wrote: Shannon,

Thank you for such a well thought through complete response.

I was also wondering, months ago we all were discussing the "it" factor. I still think it's not a factor in the person like status or personality. I think it's more of a process that get triggered inside the recipient like a meme. In other words, I think the "it" factor is in the recipient not the user. And although what might trigger the "it" factor is different for different women (or even vary from day to day with the same woman), the neurological process is the same for all women.

What have been your conclusions thus far about what "it" might be?

(12-27-2016, 03:35 PM)Shannon Wrote: I think you're beginning to understand a fundamental truth about reality. The fact is, much of what we perceive is perceived in reverse of how it actually is.

I this case, it really isn't you, but the other person's perception of you. The "it" factor is what triggers the desired reaction from the person, which depends entirely on their perception.