01-25-2017, 09:47 PM
Tbh I don't even know if it was LTU, I had some beers in me and had taken phenylpiracetam... what an amazing combination. Nonetheless the sub could have still altered my behaviour.
Why is it so hard to just not give a f*ck about what people think or say about you, it's like society has ingrained these belief's so deeply within you and you can't shake it off. I want to be alpha now, I think i need something outside of myself to achieve that and that is my problem, I don't want to face the discomfort and pain of rejection, I use substances to mask and subdue the discomfort which work in the short-term but not in the long-term.
Why is it so hard to just not give a f*ck about what people think or say about you, it's like society has ingrained these belief's so deeply within you and you can't shake it off. I want to be alpha now, I think i need something outside of myself to achieve that and that is my problem, I don't want to face the discomfort and pain of rejection, I use substances to mask and subdue the discomfort which work in the short-term but not in the long-term.
"I don't want to be a product of my environment....I want my environment to be a product of me."
