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I have so many goals I want to achieve in life. My life is composed almost entirely of goals. I'm always working towards a goal because my goal orientation is so intense. The problem is that I don't do anything to make me happy. So nothing in my life makes me happy; everything I do is for some extrinsically rewarding goal I have. The real problem I have is that I don't know what makes me happy. I don't remember anything I've done just to make me happy.

I'm unhappy because I've filled my life with unhappy things that give me some reward in the end.