alpha 4

[ffaux]

I think I've had these feelings of loneliness that I'm now confronting laying under the surface almost my whole life. I think I've been trying to cure it with women my whole life. And I think it's one of the reasons I'm fighting AM as it tells me to let go of women—it's forcing me to confront my reason for being so attached to them in the first place. I was a lonely child, I needed more friends, I still need more friends.