01-20-2017, 08:51 AM
Procrastination is back. I spent close to 2 hours yesterday tweaking a kick drum for one of my tracks. I should have been job searching, I should have been learning more about coding, I should have been practicing that coding. The worst part about all of it is that tweaking that kick drum for 2 hours was more procrastination to avoid finishing my track. It's like goddamn procrastination inception. Nothing in my life feels productive at all right now.
I know all this is my fault, I'm doing this. I can't blame my subconscious or anything like that. I'm just hoping somewhere down the road this gets better. All these issues are probably flaring up because of stage 3 so I'm hoping what I'm going through is just a healing crisis.
I know all this is my fault, I'm doing this. I can't blame my subconscious or anything like that. I'm just hoping somewhere down the road this gets better. All these issues are probably flaring up because of stage 3 so I'm hoping what I'm going through is just a healing crisis.
