Well, I'm still using this program as usual. I feel really great. I've been too busy to contact any of my former acquaintances since being home. However, this would normally make me feel very alone and in need of some company, but I'm not feeling that at all. In fact, I feel that my future life is going to far surpass whatever I had going on in the past. Not to mention, this Seth quote I got in my email sums up my life, perfectly, and what to do about it:
Seth: "Whenever anyone tries to make you feel less than you are;
when they make you believe in your deficiencies and enforce them, rather than
encourage your strengths and abilities; then run as fast as you can. When they
encourage your dependance upon a group, instead of your dependance upon the
glory that is yourself, then run as fast as you can."
CWS, book 2, chapter one, page 17
That quote may not have any meaning to anyone else, but it sure does to me. And it's been on my mind, a lot. And I could write for the next hour exactly why that above statement has a profound effect on me. But I'll just say that I find that the subs really combat the forces that want to make me believe in my deficiencies. Or, that seems to be a side benefit to the subs.
Another interesting thing that I've realized in the last week: I'm more apt to take things easy now, and listen to my intuition. There's a post above warning me not to make rash decisions; but I don't think I have to worry about that any more. If anything, it seems that I'm getting more calmer and more willing to wait things out while listening to that "still, quiet voice in my head". In fact, I'm finding things are far more starting to work in my favor.
I've been tinkering with making a soundscape in my room that allows for the subs to be played almost constantly. Either I don't know how to set up speakers properly, or the stuff I bought is garbage, but I can't get anything going on better than my Sansa Clip hooked up to this: http://www.amazon.com/Insignia-NS-BT400-...612&sr=1-3 Which works very good. However, it's very depressing that so much sound stuff out there is garbage.
Seth: "Whenever anyone tries to make you feel less than you are;
when they make you believe in your deficiencies and enforce them, rather than
encourage your strengths and abilities; then run as fast as you can. When they
encourage your dependance upon a group, instead of your dependance upon the
glory that is yourself, then run as fast as you can."
CWS, book 2, chapter one, page 17
That quote may not have any meaning to anyone else, but it sure does to me. And it's been on my mind, a lot. And I could write for the next hour exactly why that above statement has a profound effect on me. But I'll just say that I find that the subs really combat the forces that want to make me believe in my deficiencies. Or, that seems to be a side benefit to the subs.
Another interesting thing that I've realized in the last week: I'm more apt to take things easy now, and listen to my intuition. There's a post above warning me not to make rash decisions; but I don't think I have to worry about that any more. If anything, it seems that I'm getting more calmer and more willing to wait things out while listening to that "still, quiet voice in my head". In fact, I'm finding things are far more starting to work in my favor.
I've been tinkering with making a soundscape in my room that allows for the subs to be played almost constantly. Either I don't know how to set up speakers properly, or the stuff I bought is garbage, but I can't get anything going on better than my Sansa Clip hooked up to this: http://www.amazon.com/Insignia-NS-BT400-...612&sr=1-3 Which works very good. However, it's very depressing that so much sound stuff out there is garbage.
