01-19-2017, 08:05 AM
Yup stage 3 is gonna be fun. Woke up in the middle of the night and it felt like someone had stabbed me in the gut with a screwdriver. Lots of chest pain too. Had a dream where it was about 4 years ago when I didn't have so much on my mind and enjoyed life more. I think in the back of my head I've been tied to my past and wanting to go back instead of moving forward. Last night felt like some kind of catharsis.
