01-06-2017, 08:50 PM
(01-06-2017, 06:22 PM)RTBoss Wrote: I feel trapped. Like Shannon & Chaos alluded to, I just feel...completely limited.
I have this searing, intense feeling of boredom that has nowhere to go. I don't want to go anywhere, or do anything, but the endless syndicated episodes of Modern Family my wife is watching is making me want to scratch my eyes out and stick a pencil through my eardrums.
I'm not hungry. I want to eat out of boredom, but there's nothing that sounds good to eat. Now my mind is turning to the bottle of vodka I have in the fridge.
Mrs. Preggers had a taste-bud lusting for a root beer float and cheeseburger, so off I went into the 1 degree weather to grab it for her. I didn't get anything for myself.
Man, I just feel...weird. I have caged energy with nowhere for it be channeled. Hopefully going to bed and starting a new day tomorrow will clear things up for me.
This is EXACTLY what's happening to me this very moment. So much caged energy. I've just been watching back-to-back SVU and Star Trek episodes. I feel like I want -- no, NEED to be out in the world on some great adventure and being stuck here at home (especially with this damn Winter Storm Helena locking me in) is just killing me. Also feeling slightly overwhelmed, like I'm expecting too much of myself. A goal that I'll never achieve.
