01-06-2017, 02:56 PM
(01-06-2017, 10:28 AM)blackwing Z Wrote: It is my understanding that often times the mind will come up with excuses to trick you out of reaching your desired destination... out of fear/etc.
So even the thoughts you are having now about it being "possible" or not, are just tricks of your mind.
Resistance
Just keep moving forward and get the job done. You clearly want to reach the goal... you probably even said to yourself that you would do whatever it takes, especially at the beginning of the journey, right? It will get very dark and difficult. It's an ugly process, which I'm still going through again right now, and one more time right after. But it's only a couple of months-year. That's not too long.
(also very liberating idea... dont gotta analyze it all. if its too confusing or bad, just say "**** it" and let go. not every problem needs solving)
Yeah, I'm no stranger to AM runs but every time I run it it's like my mind comes up with new shit to throw me off course with.
I like that idea. I'm constantly over analyzing the crap out of everything. It would do me good to just forget about this stuff and just let the sub do it's job. I'm sure whatever my subconscious is up to it's figuring this stuff out at a rate my conscious mind couldn't match.
