01-06-2017, 12:07 PM
Talking a lot about changes here. Here is another big one.
So I mentioned I started working out again. Yeah, I started the plan but didn't do anything. Today I felt the same, just didn't want to work out, felt lazy. I wanted to play some FIFA instead. All of a sudden this feeling started to get over me. Like something said: No you HAVE to workout now! So I put on my sportswear and had a fantastic workout.
It feels like something in me is taking over in that moment. Something stronger than laziness. I kept getting this image in my head, actually two images. The first was me looking good, having fun with everyone around me. The second was also me, but than a fatter and more depressing figure sitting alone playing some stupid game. Something in DMSI is getting my lazy ass of the couch and I'm very grateful, but also stunned. I don't know if it's the OE or SATT or TLA. That last one means Three Letter Acronym, I never know what they all mean lol. So whatever is pushing me forward, it's really working!
So I mentioned I started working out again. Yeah, I started the plan but didn't do anything. Today I felt the same, just didn't want to work out, felt lazy. I wanted to play some FIFA instead. All of a sudden this feeling started to get over me. Like something said: No you HAVE to workout now! So I put on my sportswear and had a fantastic workout.
It feels like something in me is taking over in that moment. Something stronger than laziness. I kept getting this image in my head, actually two images. The first was me looking good, having fun with everyone around me. The second was also me, but than a fatter and more depressing figure sitting alone playing some stupid game. Something in DMSI is getting my lazy ass of the couch and I'm very grateful, but also stunned. I don't know if it's the OE or SATT or TLA. That last one means Three Letter Acronym, I never know what they all mean lol. So whatever is pushing me forward, it's really working!
"It is a big and beautiful world. Most of us live and die in the same corner where we were born and never get to see any of it. I don't want to be most of us.'"
