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[Shannon]

I wanted to post some unusual things that happened.

When I went to do errands a few days ago, I noticed some fairly extreme responses.

The first was one that I've seen before, but this time it was more frequent. The response was that women who talked with me would be VERY helpful, quiet, pleasant, blushing, sweet tone of voice, demure, happy... maybe even trying to impress me with how knowledgeable they were, maybe even eager to please me.

The second type of response I got was deer in the headlights looks, also with lots of nodding. I've seen it before but much more that day.

The third type of response I saw about 70% of the time. It was as though the women I talked with couldn't get rid of me fast enough. They seemed defensive, annoyed, angry, grumpy, and irritable. The most extreme example after being in the same 6 foot area as one employee for about 30 seconds, she walked away very fast through a door that said “employees only”, slammed it, and screamed. It wasn't a “Wow! He reminds me of a celebrity” type of scream. It was a bad scream. I've NEVER seen that before!

That third type of response got me thinking about what happened. Now it is tempting to think that the women got overwhelmed with their sexual feelings and felt a need to distance themselves from me. The woman who screamed behind a closed door, maybe she saw a mouse.

I have another idea. I think the aura brought emotions to the surface they were suppressing by making them feel emotionally raw or sensitive. I don't know how else to describe it or account for such reactions, but it's like they couldn't hold it together. As though the facade they are used to putting up with others just shattered. I can't prove it. I don't know if I'm right. But it was the weirdest day I've ever had interacting with women.

Any thoughts people have, I would appreciate.

Most likely this is a combination of:

1. You're not done becoming what you are becoming, and the result is an external manifestation of that "turbulence" that is being part of one thing, and part of another.
2. They may be being shocked, awed and overwhelmed with their desires and urges, and if so, probably reacting to that with fear and anger.