01-05-2017, 06:25 PM
(01-05-2017, 05:10 PM)Shannon Wrote: I have been off DMSI for a week now. The last version I used, for 2 days, was B.
All week, I have been raging internally. Pushed my girlfriend away, no communication... when she tried to force communication, basically yelled at her over text message. I pushed her away so that would not happen.
Through all this, the consistent theme that's come up is that some part of me is extremely upset to be limited in the ways that it is limited. It's trying to grow and break free of those limits. I think that's what the rage is. Trying to execute the code and finding oneself tied down by all sorts of societal and other restrictions, and responding with frustration that grows into anger and rage.
And here i was like thinking that since you are " probably " the most cleared/healed DMSI user not to mention all the sexual experiances you have had.
I thought you were getting 100% of V3.0.1 had to offer but that seems not to be the case since even advanced users need thier own type of clearing on top of the regular one.
INTJ
