01-04-2017, 09:04 AM
I woke up today and realized something really important. I've been trying to build myself up and make myself stronger to survive in this world. But I neglected to focus on what I want and what would make me happy. Instead of using that energy and concentrating it into positive goals I've essentially been gearing up to go to war against all the negative aspects of life I detest. In doing so my focus has still been on the negative and that's what's been manifesting in my life.
People tend to make their own realities for themselves and within these realities they have certain rules they follow that blind them from seeing the whole picture. I'm guilty of this. I still have moments where I slip up and it's taken me until now to realize that I'm still operating out of a reality where life is a struggle and I have to build myself up to survive. It's like a game I created for myself, but there's more to life than this game and I have to explore outside of it.
I don't really have a set destination or a plan, but every day I'm going to focus on being on the right path instead of focusing on being lost. Basically before I was sailing directly into the eye of the storm, but now I see that if I want my life to improve I have to change my course which is essentially my mindset.
People tend to make their own realities for themselves and within these realities they have certain rules they follow that blind them from seeing the whole picture. I'm guilty of this. I still have moments where I slip up and it's taken me until now to realize that I'm still operating out of a reality where life is a struggle and I have to build myself up to survive. It's like a game I created for myself, but there's more to life than this game and I have to explore outside of it.
I don't really have a set destination or a plan, but every day I'm going to focus on being on the right path instead of focusing on being lost. Basically before I was sailing directly into the eye of the storm, but now I see that if I want my life to improve I have to change my course which is essentially my mindset.