01-03-2017, 03:08 AM
(01-03-2017, 03:00 AM)AlphaScorpio Wrote:(01-03-2017, 02:36 AM)Shannon Wrote:(01-03-2017, 02:21 AM)AlphaScorpio Wrote: Hybrid Ocean Surf FLAC @ 3 Loops
These past couple of weeks I've been feeling absolutely terrible, verging on suicidal thoughts terrible.
So depressed feels like I'm going back years to when I was in my room with no job doing nothing. I don't know what this sub is doing but I feel almost no joy in life atm. I've been angry, sooo angry towards my family and myself. Never felt this bad even on AM5/6
The bigger the reaction, the deeper and bigger the healing and clearing going on.
Do you feel like you're making progress?
Honestly, I don't feel like I'm making progress, whether I come out of the depression and healing stages stronger is yet to be seen.
Is it a steady state or is it getting worse over time?
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
