01-02-2017, 07:43 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-02-2017, 07:45 AM by OberynMartell.)
First of all, happy new year everybody!
I started version B. Something inside me said it's time for B. I felt really ready also, because a lot of BS was happening around me, about me. And it didn't get to me, it's the best feeling in the world. IDGAF!! I think I understand what is happening. I feel like a lot of people I know have a lot of insecure tendencies and seeing me changing in front of their eyes is maybe too much for them to handle. However, I am not going to keep friends who keep me from getting my goals. I do NOT need their negativity in my life, so from now on if I don't want to do something, I do something I really want instead. Have declined to go to a party this Friday. Saying no to that is a big accomplishment, believe you me.
Everyday I wake up I'm excited and feeling genuinely happy. Let's see if it continues on B. I hope for my next update I will have a good story or two.
(edit) Almost forgot. I got declined twice last week by girls when asking them out. Even that did not get to me. I only thought: 'Oh well, your loss.' What is happening here??? Who am I???
I started version B. Something inside me said it's time for B. I felt really ready also, because a lot of BS was happening around me, about me. And it didn't get to me, it's the best feeling in the world. IDGAF!! I think I understand what is happening. I feel like a lot of people I know have a lot of insecure tendencies and seeing me changing in front of their eyes is maybe too much for them to handle. However, I am not going to keep friends who keep me from getting my goals. I do NOT need their negativity in my life, so from now on if I don't want to do something, I do something I really want instead. Have declined to go to a party this Friday. Saying no to that is a big accomplishment, believe you me.
Everyday I wake up I'm excited and feeling genuinely happy. Let's see if it continues on B. I hope for my next update I will have a good story or two.
(edit) Almost forgot. I got declined twice last week by girls when asking them out. Even that did not get to me. I only thought: 'Oh well, your loss.' What is happening here??? Who am I???
"It is a big and beautiful world. Most of us live and die in the same corner where we were born and never get to see any of it. I don't want to be most of us.'"
