12-31-2016, 06:16 PM
(12-30-2016, 09:01 PM)Shannon Wrote: Good way to solve it.... don't worry about it.
LOL on that. Yeah, I will worry about it, once it happens. Besides, they may be the neighbors moving out. (Why do I think that, because last night I had difficulty falling asleep because the neighbor woman was semi-yelling, and the voice sounded similar to what I heard previously.)
Anyway, I did photo soot this morning, and man I don't know how it went. I did my best to follow the pro's recommendation, but like I said, I'm terrible in front of camera. Also, I think I just found that I particularly don't like how I look on pictures in general (whether it is done professionally or not). I am okay with how I look on the mirror, which makes me wonder why there is a difference then.
After the session, I finally went to the zoo. (I had to fight myself to do it.) It wasn't the best time for zoo as it was quite windy and cold outside, but nevertheless I did it. There were not too many people there, (which was contrary to what I thought), so it made viewing experience more pleasant.
I wanted to get in the habit of asking people to take photo of me, but I couldn't do it. At the same time, it was also that I just didn't want to stay out there too long, so I was moving rather quickly. Anyway, I can't seem to get myself to ask strangers for favors. (Asking questions is easier than favors though.) I don't know this is a necessary area to improve, but if it needs be, I know that it is going to be a tough challenge.
Another thing I found about myself is that I am now talking more comfortably with bartenders/waiters. (More with bartender). It may be because I already knew the guy, and we have talked before, but something feels different. It feels more comfortable revealing my odd yet humorous and fun side, and I so did that with this dude.
I have also gotten more comfortable talking about dating and related stuff with a cousin. I already asked her to help choose right pictures.
As it is getting near to actually setting up the profile, and I am getting more nervous. At the same time, checking out which dating services to use increases nervousness. Well, in the end, am I going to be worse off if everything goes bad? (I suppose there can be bad situations.) But if I don't get any dates, and no girl likes me, that is not necessarily the bad situation. Why? Because that is pretty much the status quo.
Still, the small spikes of nervousness come and goes, and I want to lessen the intensity.
