12-30-2016, 09:08 PM
Just got back from my last Xmas gathering/gift opening (thank the lawd it's all over!).
I'll be brief, and only mention the juicy stuff (as juicy as it gets, anyway).
Went to sis-in-law's house before my MIL/FIL and wife. Body language, everything really, was flirty on her end. No kino. What I did find out, however, is that she wasn't wearing any panties. She had on hip huggers, and found many many ways to bend over in front of me so that her asscrack slid out and peeked at me for 20-30 seconds at a time. This is significant, as when my MIL/FIL/wife showed, she made sure that those pants stayed up - not a crack to be seen the rest of the evening.
She was always the first to laugh or giggle with any wise crack or joke I happened to say. Even when no one else seemed to be listening, she was.
By the end of the evening, my BIL was hanging all over her marking his territory.
Funny part last - my SIL got a piece of art from MIL. She immediately picked a place for it and said to my BIL that she wanted it hung up -- NOW. I rolled my eyes and chuckled. My wife says, "See, why can't you be like that honey, put stuff up for me like 'N'(BIL) right away?" I say, loud enough for everyone to hear, "Well, if that's what you want, you can go find yourself one of them. Otherwise, it gets done when it gets done." Arms out, lounged back, big smile from me. Room got a little quiet. Sorry (not sorry), I'll help out here and there, but I'm no Johnny-On-The-Spot - not gonna happen. I'll do it on my time, on my terms. If ladies find Johnny-On-The-Spot "yes dear, right away dear" sexually attractive, makin' their nether-region all juicy, I'll cut off my left testicle and eat it.
Seeing a lot of journals turning into B journals. I can't help but think that the experiences I'm finding disappointing ("lack of external results") are part of the clearing. As disappointments that "this or that didn't happen" come up, questions like, "Why do you need that to happen so bad? Seems needy," are simultaneously popping into my head. I don't need the things I think I want so badly to see to happen - I need clearing and healing. So let's get rid of it - all gone, alrighty, buh-bye then.
I'll be brief, and only mention the juicy stuff (as juicy as it gets, anyway).
Went to sis-in-law's house before my MIL/FIL and wife. Body language, everything really, was flirty on her end. No kino. What I did find out, however, is that she wasn't wearing any panties. She had on hip huggers, and found many many ways to bend over in front of me so that her asscrack slid out and peeked at me for 20-30 seconds at a time. This is significant, as when my MIL/FIL/wife showed, she made sure that those pants stayed up - not a crack to be seen the rest of the evening.
She was always the first to laugh or giggle with any wise crack or joke I happened to say. Even when no one else seemed to be listening, she was.
By the end of the evening, my BIL was hanging all over her marking his territory.
Funny part last - my SIL got a piece of art from MIL. She immediately picked a place for it and said to my BIL that she wanted it hung up -- NOW. I rolled my eyes and chuckled. My wife says, "See, why can't you be like that honey, put stuff up for me like 'N'(BIL) right away?" I say, loud enough for everyone to hear, "Well, if that's what you want, you can go find yourself one of them. Otherwise, it gets done when it gets done." Arms out, lounged back, big smile from me. Room got a little quiet. Sorry (not sorry), I'll help out here and there, but I'm no Johnny-On-The-Spot - not gonna happen. I'll do it on my time, on my terms. If ladies find Johnny-On-The-Spot "yes dear, right away dear" sexually attractive, makin' their nether-region all juicy, I'll cut off my left testicle and eat it.
Seeing a lot of journals turning into B journals. I can't help but think that the experiences I'm finding disappointing ("lack of external results") are part of the clearing. As disappointments that "this or that didn't happen" come up, questions like, "Why do you need that to happen so bad? Seems needy," are simultaneously popping into my head. I don't need the things I think I want so badly to see to happen - I need clearing and healing. So let's get rid of it - all gone, alrighty, buh-bye then.
