10-29-2011, 09:24 AM
(This post was last modified: 10-29-2011, 09:28 AM by LionMonkey.)
(10-28-2011, 09:01 AM)Ryan Wrote: You know, I had that uneasiness like crazy too during both Alpha Male and starting Sex Magnet. But it does go away. And after stage 4, you'll be seeing some huge results =)
Ryan
lol.. can't wait for that!!
Stage 4 - Day 6,
Last night I was at this party and for the first time in a loooong time, I didn't drink. Half of the people there was some old friends I haven't seen in a while and other half was people some of them knew.
As always I get the best welcome from my friends when I enter the room.. screaming my name.. loud friends
My friends was like, "great to see you again!!" all the time.. it was actually really ridicules. LOL.I get introduced to some people and I am just going humble about it.
Making some fun here and there and going around but not feeling very social and didn't talk much.. not that I really cared about it.
Most of the time, I either was talking with a buddy, or I was kinda just walking around or I was sitting and looking/gazed around the room. A girl asked me to come over and asked who I was.. I think she tried to test me but I was just being myself.. she gave me some compliments and was apologetic over one, which she thought maybe was offending to me.. she was cute and beautiful but not really my type (I noticed that girls were looking when we interacted). Had some fun but then began talking some boring stuff, which usually turns me off. So I saw her rings and took her soft hand and asked about them.. then it kinda died out, when she talked about her ex-bf (also my own fault).. so I told her I had to get some more vodka (water
). (In between the interaction I had with this cute girl, another girl (too large to me) who is a really cool chick, came and sat in between us 
)Had some eye-contacts with another girl..
Flowing to the dance-floor, the girl I interacted with came up and danced with me.
Funny thing is, I can't really remember what happened in that period, even though I've only had few baileys shots.
At some point throughout the night, I felt totally out of it. Probably because the flow had stopped and the party was only going one way.. downwards.. well, at least that's what I felt.
When I think about it, it's actually very common that I always get the greatest welcome but into the night, I kinda disappear a little.
I've tried to move around and dance a little but it just didn't feel right you know.. when I felt that disappearing, women would actually not really see me or just intuited that they shouldn't look..
When I got out from the party and got some fresh air and just did my own thing I had suddenly much more presence. I felt pretty good and began talking, singing, laughing and smiling for myself like when I was on the way to the party...
I've realized what confidence is really more about and that being cute isn't what I thought it was. It's a HUGE change in my belief system, since I've always had a bit more of over the top / arrogant attitude. I think I still do have some old habits that shows that attitude but with the change in my belief so far.. women have been much more open to me and they've been touching me more than ever (while I am still maintaining my own confidence), since I began high-school and just read into the community crap. Also guys just respect me more and usually greets me in one way or other
- LM
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
