12-30-2016, 09:24 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-30-2016, 09:25 AM by Have at ye.)
Hmm, I've noticed a progressive change in my general approach towards fellow males on DMSI, so the dreams might be related to that. In general, I now find myself treating other males with *serious* disdain, except for the few I actually respect - and even then, it's a pretty distant sense of respect. It's not like I feel the need to get chummy or anything. I have one friend, a father and a brother, and that's all I need. And even those three guys are a handful sometimes. 
Basically, it seems like I've been stripping away all need for the approval of fellow males and the need to mimic/follow their behavioral cues.
A side effect of that is that I get kinda annoyed whenever some other male gets within kicking distance and stays there for too long; I feel the urge to remove them forcefully from my personal space. Makes taking the subway something of an ordeal sometimes.
EDIT
Damn I'm heavy on the happy face lately. Probably a sign of something.
Basically, it seems like I've been stripping away all need for the approval of fellow males and the need to mimic/follow their behavioral cues.A side effect of that is that I get kinda annoyed whenever some other male gets within kicking distance and stays there for too long; I feel the urge to remove them forcefully from my personal space.
Makes taking the subway something of an ordeal sometimes. EDIT
Damn I'm heavy on the happy face lately.
Probably a sign of something.
