My dreams are dominated by male family members or my old best friend. I haven't spoken to my old best friend in what seems like forever. I had a dream one night, then a dream about him during a nap, and then suddenly he mentions me on Facebook. I wonder what's clearing with all these male-dominated dreams.
I think my old best friend's a loser. He's always slept with a lot of women, but women I see as bottom-feed. He's had no moral compunction his entire life. He doesn't think much of himself, but he always just does what he wants and doesn't give a shit about what other people think.
I also dream of my sister's husband a lot. He and I are friends, and I really like him. But, he has put up with a lot of BS from her for years. I see him as a supplicating pussy in a lot of ways. That said, I always told my sister she'd never find anyone better for her than him. He's very successful career-wise. His level of patience and levelheadedness astounds me. I don't think I've ever seen him get angry. On the other hand, I've seen him withdraw into a quiet shell when my sister rails on him.
I also dream of my brother sometimes, who is a driven levelheaded guy. He's always been a conventional rule-follower, and he's uber-religious. We won't consider him or his wife as guardians for our kids because they're on the fanatical side, helicopter parents, and too lax with behavior boundaries.
Anyway, I'm not sure what any of this has to do with DMSI. I'm considering switching to B just to give my mind a break from healing, and possibly dig up some crap to the surface that I can hit with A again the next week.
Not sure what I'm going to do.
I see my wife's sister tonight, since she worked over Christmas. I haven't seen her for about 3 weeks. We'll see if anything's changed.
EDIT: Oh yeah, I woke up at 2:30 AM this morning, and couldn't sleep for almost 2 hours. That sucked. Not sure what was going on.
I think my old best friend's a loser. He's always slept with a lot of women, but women I see as bottom-feed. He's had no moral compunction his entire life. He doesn't think much of himself, but he always just does what he wants and doesn't give a shit about what other people think.
I also dream of my sister's husband a lot. He and I are friends, and I really like him. But, he has put up with a lot of BS from her for years. I see him as a supplicating pussy in a lot of ways. That said, I always told my sister she'd never find anyone better for her than him. He's very successful career-wise. His level of patience and levelheadedness astounds me. I don't think I've ever seen him get angry. On the other hand, I've seen him withdraw into a quiet shell when my sister rails on him.
I also dream of my brother sometimes, who is a driven levelheaded guy. He's always been a conventional rule-follower, and he's uber-religious. We won't consider him or his wife as guardians for our kids because they're on the fanatical side, helicopter parents, and too lax with behavior boundaries.
Anyway, I'm not sure what any of this has to do with DMSI. I'm considering switching to B just to give my mind a break from healing, and possibly dig up some crap to the surface that I can hit with A again the next week.
Not sure what I'm going to do.
I see my wife's sister tonight, since she worked over Christmas. I haven't seen her for about 3 weeks. We'll see if anything's changed.
EDIT: Oh yeah, I woke up at 2:30 AM this morning, and couldn't sleep for almost 2 hours. That sucked. Not sure what was going on.
