12-27-2016, 09:31 AM
The word of the day is...irresistible.
That's what I have been feeling lately, with each day the goals of the program are getting closer and closer. These last few days have been crazy. Was going out with friends on Christmas Eve, a tradition we started and it was really fun. After a while we went to a bar and my friends were to drunk to go on. I stayed, because after entering the bar I already made some new lady friends. Didn't happen much, but I danced my ass of with some of those hot girls. And they were hot as hell. I got home very drunk.
Yesterday went out again, had a birthday of a girl I know. Now I really felt something different. There were 5 girls there that kept looking at me and trying to get closer. Every single one of them had that look in their eyes. I...want...you! It was crazy. Made out with one girl, she was a friend of the birthday girl. I immediately felt something between us. Like this sexy energy connecting our minds. Very strange feeling. Could've escalated, but the logistics weren't good enough.
But this feeling remains today, I feel great. I'm in no way a guy who is considered hot, but these stares man I tell you. It feels incredible. And I did not panic. I used to panic because of my inexperience, and would try to get out of a situation like yesterday. Now I only want to go further. I think we are getting real close here Shannon!
That's what I have been feeling lately, with each day the goals of the program are getting closer and closer. These last few days have been crazy. Was going out with friends on Christmas Eve, a tradition we started and it was really fun. After a while we went to a bar and my friends were to drunk to go on. I stayed, because after entering the bar I already made some new lady friends. Didn't happen much, but I danced my ass of with some of those hot girls. And they were hot as hell. I got home very drunk.
Yesterday went out again, had a birthday of a girl I know. Now I really felt something different. There were 5 girls there that kept looking at me and trying to get closer. Every single one of them had that look in their eyes. I...want...you! It was crazy. Made out with one girl, she was a friend of the birthday girl. I immediately felt something between us. Like this sexy energy connecting our minds. Very strange feeling. Could've escalated, but the logistics weren't good enough.
But this feeling remains today, I feel great. I'm in no way a guy who is considered hot, but these stares man I tell you. It feels incredible. And I did not panic. I used to panic because of my inexperience, and would try to get out of a situation like yesterday. Now I only want to go further. I think we are getting real close here Shannon!
"It is a big and beautiful world. Most of us live and die in the same corner where we were born and never get to see any of it. I don't want to be most of us.'"
