12-27-2016, 09:18 AM
Shannon,
I've been offline because I've been focused on other things and wanted to objectify the results I think I'm getting from DMSI v3.0.1 as best as I can. I haven't been reading others' journals or anything on the forum for maybe a week or more. So what I'm about to present is not influenced by anything on the forum.
1) I had 2 athletic injuries that have been a bit bothersome for about 6 months. The areas now seem to suddenly be much improved.
2) I'm still wondering about this but I've wondered if the aura can over ride pheromones. I've used pheromones periodically while using the DMSI series and what I've noticed is that where I would have usually obtained consistent predictable responses from certain pheromone products, I'm getting more sporadic hits instead of consistent ones (which I was before the DMSI series). It makes me wonder if the aura is making the pheromones more likely to hit the women I'd be more compatible with and more likely to negate them with the ones I'm not.
3) My motivation/desire for completing my bucket list (and engaging life with passion and enthusiasm) is beyond what I experienced even as a teenager.
4) I've gotten really picky about women, and I'm referring much more to how they present themselves over their looks. (In fact, I've been more flexible with how they look.) When it comes to attractive women, I can still look at an attractive woman and see the attractiveness and even check them out. But it's like a reflex of going through the motions without the emotions that I'm used to accompanying it. Whereas before I might have over looked certain things a woman does as “she's having a bad day” or whatever, now a woman can turn me off really easily by a number of things. Bad attitude. Apathy. Empty looks in their eyes. Inability to answer simple questions. Poor posture. Distressed look on her face. Incompetence. Disavowal of responsibility. Back pedaling. There's more but that's what comes to mind.
5) I've begun to wonder if a number of the women who were avoidant had negative attitudes or emotional problems. I can't prove it because I can only verify a few out of many examples, but I still wonder.
6) I'm coming out of a low point with the healing. I had 1 to 3 days (my memory is foggy about that time... so the “keep the healing out of conscious awareness” was probably working) of feeling that if I never was around any women again ever that was fine, as well as disinterest in sex. Now I'm actually wanting to at least be around women, although at this point I feel I'm “going through the motions” when I interact with them. That is that I have the interaction without much emotional involvement or emotional responsiveness in the interaction. I'm also considering which women I might want to go out with at some point, which I've been demurring from making such plans for weeks.
7) Overall I've more focus and energy on my life goals in general. This is higher than I ever remember.
8) The manipulations women do are now so crystal clear it's like watching the build up to an inevitable train wreck from miles away. I can call them out on their **** often in the moment and sometimes before they even do it. It's almost predictable.
9) I'm not getting the alien stare any more. But I'm getting more of the “I'm interacting with an alien” behavior. In other words, women are no longer staring at me in silence, they will actually interact with me. But it's like they don't know how to categorize me and/or fluidly respond to me. As an ersatz for a category, they seem to default to awkward stereotyped rehearsed generic responses that seem disconnected from each other instead of responding in a way that indicates to me they have experience interacting with someone like me in a role that has a complete, concatenated set of behaviors associated with it. There is a glaring lack of spontaneity from them.
10) I was surprised in the earlier versions how the DMSI series seemed to be impacting men. As of this version, some men act very odd around me. It seems to be men who are irritable. Overall, men seem to act kind and respectful towards me, which I'm used to. What I'm not used to is this small percentage of men who will be avoidant of me or passive-aggressive around me. To me, that is odd. The only explanation I have for this is that they see me as very alpha and it intimidates them, or it makes them jealous. As a side note, I do know some men who are gay and I see no evidence this aura is impacting them. They are treating me with the same kindness and friendliness and respect that they always have.
11) I think somewhere in this v3.0.1 is nascent technology for perpetual eternal physical immortality, perpetual eternal physical youth, and perpetual eternal physical health.
Comments on these points would be appreciated.
I've been offline because I've been focused on other things and wanted to objectify the results I think I'm getting from DMSI v3.0.1 as best as I can. I haven't been reading others' journals or anything on the forum for maybe a week or more. So what I'm about to present is not influenced by anything on the forum.
1) I had 2 athletic injuries that have been a bit bothersome for about 6 months. The areas now seem to suddenly be much improved.
2) I'm still wondering about this but I've wondered if the aura can over ride pheromones. I've used pheromones periodically while using the DMSI series and what I've noticed is that where I would have usually obtained consistent predictable responses from certain pheromone products, I'm getting more sporadic hits instead of consistent ones (which I was before the DMSI series). It makes me wonder if the aura is making the pheromones more likely to hit the women I'd be more compatible with and more likely to negate them with the ones I'm not.
3) My motivation/desire for completing my bucket list (and engaging life with passion and enthusiasm) is beyond what I experienced even as a teenager.
4) I've gotten really picky about women, and I'm referring much more to how they present themselves over their looks. (In fact, I've been more flexible with how they look.) When it comes to attractive women, I can still look at an attractive woman and see the attractiveness and even check them out. But it's like a reflex of going through the motions without the emotions that I'm used to accompanying it. Whereas before I might have over looked certain things a woman does as “she's having a bad day” or whatever, now a woman can turn me off really easily by a number of things. Bad attitude. Apathy. Empty looks in their eyes. Inability to answer simple questions. Poor posture. Distressed look on her face. Incompetence. Disavowal of responsibility. Back pedaling. There's more but that's what comes to mind.
5) I've begun to wonder if a number of the women who were avoidant had negative attitudes or emotional problems. I can't prove it because I can only verify a few out of many examples, but I still wonder.
6) I'm coming out of a low point with the healing. I had 1 to 3 days (my memory is foggy about that time... so the “keep the healing out of conscious awareness” was probably working) of feeling that if I never was around any women again ever that was fine, as well as disinterest in sex. Now I'm actually wanting to at least be around women, although at this point I feel I'm “going through the motions” when I interact with them. That is that I have the interaction without much emotional involvement or emotional responsiveness in the interaction. I'm also considering which women I might want to go out with at some point, which I've been demurring from making such plans for weeks.
7) Overall I've more focus and energy on my life goals in general. This is higher than I ever remember.
8) The manipulations women do are now so crystal clear it's like watching the build up to an inevitable train wreck from miles away. I can call them out on their **** often in the moment and sometimes before they even do it. It's almost predictable.
9) I'm not getting the alien stare any more. But I'm getting more of the “I'm interacting with an alien” behavior. In other words, women are no longer staring at me in silence, they will actually interact with me. But it's like they don't know how to categorize me and/or fluidly respond to me. As an ersatz for a category, they seem to default to awkward stereotyped rehearsed generic responses that seem disconnected from each other instead of responding in a way that indicates to me they have experience interacting with someone like me in a role that has a complete, concatenated set of behaviors associated with it. There is a glaring lack of spontaneity from them.
10) I was surprised in the earlier versions how the DMSI series seemed to be impacting men. As of this version, some men act very odd around me. It seems to be men who are irritable. Overall, men seem to act kind and respectful towards me, which I'm used to. What I'm not used to is this small percentage of men who will be avoidant of me or passive-aggressive around me. To me, that is odd. The only explanation I have for this is that they see me as very alpha and it intimidates them, or it makes them jealous. As a side note, I do know some men who are gay and I see no evidence this aura is impacting them. They are treating me with the same kindness and friendliness and respect that they always have.
11) I think somewhere in this v3.0.1 is nascent technology for perpetual eternal physical immortality, perpetual eternal physical youth, and perpetual eternal physical health.
Comments on these points would be appreciated.
