This post is not related to Natural song and lyric writing but I thought it was interesting to note that today while snowboarding I encountered many beautiful women and my eye contact / body language and allot of other things from DMSI has still continued and carried on despite being off it for a while.
Only used around 7 loops of 3.0.1 since it came out.
My testosterone levels are also very low atm because of me lowering my testosterone replacement therapy dose quiet low to enhance my emotional / creative side. I notice I produce much better music when I'm on lower testosterone and also my voice is higher so it sounds better for rap music. I'm also much more empathetic and emotional as well with lower test.
Ive always had naturally low test growing up only after using roids I had extremely high test for a year. I'm bringing my back to my natural state so I feel good and happy with my dose ATM. too much test kills my personality and empathy to the point I get depressed.
It's interesting to note however that the beautiful lady that I was attracted to didn't seem to give me any signals that she's into me. I asked her where she is from and she said colombia and I said
I like colombian women very much. (in spanish) and I talked to her about her job and colombia and how long shes been here but i didnt feel any attraction on her side. Perhaps shes shy or it's because there was coworkers and other customers around.
There was another beautiful young lady that I stared at with deep eye contact as I walked past her and she CLEARLY was attacted by me. She stumbled and said sorry for no reason and I could just tell by her face/reaction.
There was also another young lady who was attracted to me a bit as well a short time after that.
It's very important to note however that when I saw the women that I really liked (genuine 10/10 attraction for me). it was in the morning and I had stayed up late and didn't feel good.
and when I saw the other two women was when I finished snowboarding and felt great except for being very hungry.
There was another lady that seemed attracted to me a little but more platonic ally. She was talking to me allot, I was the one who was talking to her initially more but I had no attraction and wasn't flirting.
Only used around 7 loops of 3.0.1 since it came out.
My testosterone levels are also very low atm because of me lowering my testosterone replacement therapy dose quiet low to enhance my emotional / creative side. I notice I produce much better music when I'm on lower testosterone and also my voice is higher so it sounds better for rap music. I'm also much more empathetic and emotional as well with lower test.
Ive always had naturally low test growing up only after using roids I had extremely high test for a year. I'm bringing my back to my natural state so I feel good and happy with my dose ATM. too much test kills my personality and empathy to the point I get depressed.
It's interesting to note however that the beautiful lady that I was attracted to didn't seem to give me any signals that she's into me. I asked her where she is from and she said colombia and I said
I like colombian women very much. (in spanish) and I talked to her about her job and colombia and how long shes been here but i didnt feel any attraction on her side. Perhaps shes shy or it's because there was coworkers and other customers around.
There was another beautiful young lady that I stared at with deep eye contact as I walked past her and she CLEARLY was attacted by me. She stumbled and said sorry for no reason and I could just tell by her face/reaction.
There was also another young lady who was attracted to me a bit as well a short time after that.
It's very important to note however that when I saw the women that I really liked (genuine 10/10 attraction for me). it was in the morning and I had stayed up late and didn't feel good.
and when I saw the other two women was when I finished snowboarding and felt great except for being very hungry.
There was another lady that seemed attracted to me a little but more platonic ally. She was talking to me allot, I was the one who was talking to her initially more but I had no attraction and wasn't flirting.