10-27-2011, 10:18 AM
Stage 6 day 27
Thanks for the suggestions,however it's been a while,I learn from the last case for future situations.
There should be a warning on those subliminals that they very effective,will
cause changes in the personality and shift reality.I think I will need time
to digest the things Sex Magnet is doing to me.
Yesterday I had a dream about a girl in one of my classes.I remember seeing her smiling at me there.We never really talked much.in a strange coincidence I see her,that same day, we have a talk,she stayed around a lot even though she was late for a meeting.We set a date for today and she gave me her number.
Those small events when I see them get stack over time kind of make me
wonder about reality.I guess Shannon was serious when getting manifestation into the set.
Today I didn't get her by phone.I went for a walk,talk to a random pretty
woman,had fun,however it didn't work,didn't really care about it.
Than I got into a senior banking managers convention,they had a lovely
lunch,I ate a lot.I walked to walk it off.I was at the university.I walked
next to a very beautiful blond,very short pants,wonderful body and blond so I naturally I started talking to her.
Also for RainbowAbyss,she was about my height and I am about 5'11''.
Height doesn't matter.
She was heading back from the gym to go to eat,she was a immigrant
and doesn't speak the local language very well.We talked a bit,lots
of kino from my side.Touching her,directing her about where to walk.
After about three minutes I suggest we go for tea,I always have quality
tea with me and it comes useful in various situations.We walk about ten minutes,it wasn't much verbal but more touch and intent and frame.
She talked about hurrying and not having time but she stayed for a while.
I showed her some places around,talk about her and difficulties learning
the language.Than we sat and talked some more.Very simple conversation
about stuff.I touched her knee and hip kind of a lot.I suggested she we will
meet again and she will give me her number.She didn't want to.I put my number in her phone and called but it was one of those numbers that
are not identifiable.
She was sorry that I am finishing my degree and not staying in the university.
She had to go after some time.She got up,I got up held her by the arms and than waist and tried to get her closer.I think I was trying to kiss her.
I was automatic on my side.She moved away.
She mentioned after that she is sort of seeing someone for a year.She apparently had bad effect on his grades.I can understand why
She asked where I was last year and I told her I was busy.I remembered on the bus on the way home that at that time my was going through torment on stage 2 of the alpha set facing my past but you can't really explain it to people.
Anyway it was fun.No emotional attachment or thinking I could do better
or regrets it didn't work out.What I did seems natural to me like a normal thing,seeing a beautiful woman,talking to her,trying to kiss her about
not that long after meeting her in the middle of the day.Never
tried before.It sort of happened.
I have know idea what I would do if she had been more responsive,
I guess I would have just flowed with it.
From some reason I have easier time with beautiful women.The really
beautiful ones.Average ones are harder.I remember talking a readheaded model after one test thinking I am not doing anything or trying to attract
her she is staying staring at me and has a boyfriend.
Another point is boyfriends,I seem to sometimes get the I am sort of seeing
someone line,or some woman apologizing she has a boyfriend or whatever.
One woman was actually married and I had to pry it out of her in a conversation after she mentioned she has a little girl.I think sometimes
I respect their relationships more than they do.
There's also the touch I am doing more,I think my body language improved
and it's a lot easier to approach.No neediness.I don't care about rejection
at all.Also different voice.
The change in self esteem and self image is amazing.It helps in lots of other things as well.More willing to try new stuff.Sometimes it feels
I am busy all day trying to improve to catch up with the new programming.
Shannon,please make a time travel subliminal.
Thanks for the suggestions,however it's been a while,I learn from the last case for future situations.
There should be a warning on those subliminals that they very effective,will
cause changes in the personality and shift reality.I think I will need time
to digest the things Sex Magnet is doing to me.
Yesterday I had a dream about a girl in one of my classes.I remember seeing her smiling at me there.We never really talked much.in a strange coincidence I see her,that same day, we have a talk,she stayed around a lot even though she was late for a meeting.We set a date for today and she gave me her number.
Those small events when I see them get stack over time kind of make me
wonder about reality.I guess Shannon was serious when getting manifestation into the set.
Today I didn't get her by phone.I went for a walk,talk to a random pretty
woman,had fun,however it didn't work,didn't really care about it.
Than I got into a senior banking managers convention,they had a lovely
lunch,I ate a lot.I walked to walk it off.I was at the university.I walked
next to a very beautiful blond,very short pants,wonderful body and blond so I naturally I started talking to her.
Also for RainbowAbyss,she was about my height and I am about 5'11''.
Height doesn't matter.
She was heading back from the gym to go to eat,she was a immigrant
and doesn't speak the local language very well.We talked a bit,lots
of kino from my side.Touching her,directing her about where to walk.
After about three minutes I suggest we go for tea,I always have quality
tea with me and it comes useful in various situations.We walk about ten minutes,it wasn't much verbal but more touch and intent and frame.
She talked about hurrying and not having time but she stayed for a while.
I showed her some places around,talk about her and difficulties learning
the language.Than we sat and talked some more.Very simple conversation
about stuff.I touched her knee and hip kind of a lot.I suggested she we will
meet again and she will give me her number.She didn't want to.I put my number in her phone and called but it was one of those numbers that
are not identifiable.
She was sorry that I am finishing my degree and not staying in the university.
She had to go after some time.She got up,I got up held her by the arms and than waist and tried to get her closer.I think I was trying to kiss her.
I was automatic on my side.She moved away.
She mentioned after that she is sort of seeing someone for a year.She apparently had bad effect on his grades.I can understand why
She asked where I was last year and I told her I was busy.I remembered on the bus on the way home that at that time my was going through torment on stage 2 of the alpha set facing my past but you can't really explain it to people.
Anyway it was fun.No emotional attachment or thinking I could do better
or regrets it didn't work out.What I did seems natural to me like a normal thing,seeing a beautiful woman,talking to her,trying to kiss her about
not that long after meeting her in the middle of the day.Never
tried before.It sort of happened.
I have know idea what I would do if she had been more responsive,
I guess I would have just flowed with it.
From some reason I have easier time with beautiful women.The really
beautiful ones.Average ones are harder.I remember talking a readheaded model after one test thinking I am not doing anything or trying to attract
her she is staying staring at me and has a boyfriend.
Another point is boyfriends,I seem to sometimes get the I am sort of seeing
someone line,or some woman apologizing she has a boyfriend or whatever.
One woman was actually married and I had to pry it out of her in a conversation after she mentioned she has a little girl.I think sometimes
I respect their relationships more than they do.
There's also the touch I am doing more,I think my body language improved
and it's a lot easier to approach.No neediness.I don't care about rejection
at all.Also different voice.
The change in self esteem and self image is amazing.It helps in lots of other things as well.More willing to try new stuff.Sometimes it feels
I am busy all day trying to improve to catch up with the new programming.
Shannon,please make a time travel subliminal.
