Shannon's Journal

[Shannon]

Work is one thing I don't do for free. All customs must be paid in full before work begins.

But please keep in mind that this is a six stage set, which must be designed from a single stage program and built. This will be a significant upgrade, and I know that this has to be as well done as possible, so don't expect a fast turn-around time. I'm also not sure yet how to deal with certain aspects of the program, even after spending the last three days thinking about it deeply. I actually have four variants of this program planned, and trying to separate them is half of what has me puzzled.

Yeah I understand that, just waiting for you to put it in the shop so I can spend the money in my bank on it.

I get it might take a while, but atleast when i've paid for it I will feel better, since i'm looking for a job and waiting to see if I can get the dole atleast until then, which will take another week or so. So atleast when I pay for the custom I won't have to worry about not spending that money.

Yeah, I guess sometimes weight loss can be a complicated thing, when it comes to reprogramming the mind. I've spent alot of time trying to find ways to do it and haven't had much success still. Normal EFT didn't do it. Matrix Reimprinting is helping more but still hasn't shifted.

I definately know what it's like to have alot of problems with my weight over most of my life, so if you need some insight to some of the problems faced or whatever then just ask. I don't know what I can offer, but it may help.

As for the four programs, I reakon all of them would still have certain core issues around the weight. One big thing for me would be really being able to see myself in shape, slim, muscular, how I want to be. And really being able to believe it's possible. I'd say that would be the first step.

And there's feeling safe without the weight, for example, I put on alot of weight from doing bouncing as I was always in confrontations and intense situations, also along with that is ptsd which made me put on more.

And there's the actually wanting and craving healthy food and not the junkfood, that is a big one! As much as I know it's good to eat healthy, I just don't crave it like I crave chocolate, pizza or whatever. And since i've ate bad for so long it's hard to know what to eat that is good with the conflicting information.

Anyway, i've just lost my train of thought, gotta go for now, have a friend getting here in a minute, I can add more later, any questions that may help, just ask.

-Ben

You appear to have some good insights, Ben. The research I have done says that the first three steps to success are to be aware of the possibility of solving the problem, believing it can actually be done, and then acting toward a solution. So not first step, second. Regardless, you're ready for step 3, and I am looking forward to making headway on this too - you're not the only one wanting this, by far, but until I have gotten home, I'll be having a hard time working on this. I should be arriving home in about a day or two.

Interesting that you mention feeling safe without the weight, because my research has shown that that is a very important part of weight loss. Men and women both gain weight for that reason, but in different specific directions. That will definitely be addressed.