(12-01-2016, 11:10 PM)dweller94 Wrote: Check out FLAC Player+
I've been using it ever since Shannon started producing FLAC subs, you can make a playlist on it as well (as expected) but I couldn't find out how to do so on VLC so I deleted VLC.
Dweller94, thank you for your suggestion. I checked the app, and I realized that one problem with FLAC player is with the loops. For this sub, the suggested loop is 3, and I don't know how to get the app to play the sub 3 times. I tried putting three same files on the playlist, but it didn't work. If it the loops were two, then I see the potential for the app to work. (One ocean hybrid, and then streaming hybrid) Still, thank you again for the suggestion.
Because of the finals, I was off the DMSI 3.0.1A for a while. Too many works, a few staying up entire nights, irregular sleep schedule, with almost no sleep.... I thought in this situation, it would be better to halt playing the sub for a while as to reserve and direct my energy for school work. (In other words, I thought I wouldn't survive if the sub was drawing too much energy to achieve its purpose) I was off from the sub for about 1~2 weeks, and now I am back to listening to it.
It's been about 3~4 days since I got back. First night, I listened to the sub during the sleep through my docking speaker (mp3 from my phone.) After that I listened to the sub through computer speaker (Harman and Kardon sound stick 1st version) via VLC (flac, hybrid version, start with ocean hybrid, then stream hybrid, then ocean hybrid).
Any differences I notice? Read the following and let me know if you think it is the differences caused by the sub.
1. I no longer care about getting sex, making girlfriend/wife, or how girls see/think/feel about me. It's been like this for a while, even before the V3. I'd say I've been like this for about 2 months or so. It's not that I don't any of these, and I want them. Yet, my position is that well if I get it, I get it, if I don't, I don't. This has been my attitude for a while, and I think it got stronger during last two weeks or so.
On occasions, I have very strong urge for sex, then I resort to masturbation. One time it was so strong that I did it like 4 times a day, but this is very rare. And I think I am okay with this. Sure having real sex is going to be better (especially if I am feeling horny), but I am okay with relieving it with masturbation.
One thing that is interesting is that the incident (4 times a day) happened when the school work load was at the pinnacle, and my sleep deprivation was at the highest..... I was the horniest I've been at this moment. Keep in mind this would have been about a week that I stopped using DMSI)
Well, I'm no longer really horny anymore after I began listening to DMSI, or the speed at building horniness is definitely much slower since listening to DMSI. I got bored and I decided to see if I can get myself horny by watching porn. Well, I didn't get horny, and they became boring..... (I am also finding myself that there are less and less porn that is making me horny or interesting...... This was a trend even when I stopped DMSI for a moment, but on that horniest time, porns were very good and helpful.)
2. I've been doing housework like crazy. My apt has been trashed pretty badly during the last month. I find that this is usually the case when my school loads becomes crazy. Finals ended last Friday, and I played games like crazy till Monday. Then, on Monday night, I started cleaning my place like crazy (4 garbage bags, 4 bags of recycling, huge extensive dish works.....). It was somewhat forced work as the APT maintenance crew was going to come to change a filter. (And even before DMSI, I almost always cleaned my place if I knew someone was going to visit my place, even if it were to be a close family member.) And ever since then, I am continuously engaging in housework. I did my first load of laundry yesterday after the crew left, and I am currently doing my second load. I am probably going to do one more tomorrow and then the next. (I would have liked to finish it by today, but I am doing extensive laundry work. Clothes, bedding, which takes two days as I am going to do sheets and blankets separately, and then bath towels.) I have a feeling that I am going to be doing housework until Christmas eve. (Washroom cleaning and vacuuming left for the last.)
I'm not particularly enjoying doing housework. (Right now how I feel is that school work is done, and now housework awaits. God damn it.) To a point that I told myself, if get a girlfriend or a wife, she better like doing housework. (LOL. It's option though, she doesn't have to do it, but I'd greatly appreciate if she enjoys doing it.)
Nevertheless, I feel that I need to clean many stuff, so I am doing it.
3. On Monday, I went to visit a doctor (a follow up), and when a nurse weighted me, I lost 5 pounds. I'm not overweight, but I was relatively close to the border (I gained weight in last two years, before that I was underweight.). I suppose this loss of weight can be a good thing, but I wonder if this is due to overworking or due to the sub.
And speaking of weight, I also realized that my eating portion/stomach size shrank. I found this when I went to a Mexican restaurant. This place tend to give large portions, but I was nevertheless able to finish the entire portion previously. Now I can't eat all of them.
Well, I don't know if this is DMSI, but it can be.4. I forgot to add this, but my sleep cycle is now more like that of ordinary people. During the school time, my sleep cycle was to go to bed in the early morning (4~5 Am) and then wake at noon or early afternoon. (School starts late so it worked). Now, I feel tired at 11PM, so I go to bed at 11:30 or 12:00Am. And then I wake up relatively early in the morning. (between 6~9 AM)
These are some possibly noticeable results from DMSI. For me, I think the biggest challenge is to find and make opportunities to meet the right people. Specifically for girls, my standards on appearances can be high, but not impossible. (I'd say this is probably the easiest criteria to meet) Yet, I find that my standards on their intelligence and emotional connectivity may be too high, but I don't think I can lower them, nor I have any desire to do so. (Now that she needs to like doing housework, I suppose it's good that I don't care about getting a girlfriend, as it will be impossible to meet the girl who meets the criteria.)
Someone may ask, why am I still listening DMSI, if I no longer care for getting (or care less about) a girlfriend, wife, and/or sex. For me, I suppose since I started listening to this sub, I want to go all the way with it and see what it will bring. Also, I guess I want having sex, girlfriend and/or wife, but I am no longer desperate, needy, or have a huge need to have these.
That's it for my report. Hopefully I will have something more exciting to report.
