12-19-2016, 10:03 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-19-2016, 10:06 AM by AlphaScorpio.)
Day 18
Day started off badly, Spoke to my boss and he said I'll have to find another apprenticeship if I don't improve my concentration... (I nearly fucked up with something last week) I explained to him I was really tired and that I was still adjusting to the new work environment (I have come a long way from the days of sitting in my room with no job doing fuck all) as well as cycling to work and back etc. etc. He said he understood my circumstances but he wants me to not make any fuck ups or near fucks ups. I got really upset about this and felt like I should just give up, I can't change etc. Then I decided to channel that frustration into proving him wrong so I worked hard and focused for the whole day while he was out, felt really productive, by the end of the day my colleague said I am way better then he was when he started out... I ended the day on a good note. Fuck being a douche to myself, I need to help myself and remember that I CAN do things I just have to keep trying and concentrating and a good attitude will keep me going.
My boss has been distant even since I started 3.01A for some reason similar to 2.5 where he ignored me most of the time, he treated me like a totally different person on 2.4 joked with me, asked me more about myself, helped me, gave me stuff etc. really strange.
Day started off badly, Spoke to my boss and he said I'll have to find another apprenticeship if I don't improve my concentration... (I nearly fucked up with something last week) I explained to him I was really tired and that I was still adjusting to the new work environment (I have come a long way from the days of sitting in my room with no job doing fuck all) as well as cycling to work and back etc. etc. He said he understood my circumstances but he wants me to not make any fuck ups or near fucks ups. I got really upset about this and felt like I should just give up, I can't change etc. Then I decided to channel that frustration into proving him wrong so I worked hard and focused for the whole day while he was out, felt really productive, by the end of the day my colleague said I am way better then he was when he started out... I ended the day on a good note. Fuck being a douche to myself, I need to help myself and remember that I CAN do things I just have to keep trying and concentrating and a good attitude will keep me going.
My boss has been distant even since I started 3.01A for some reason similar to 2.5 where he ignored me most of the time, he treated me like a totally different person on 2.4 joked with me, asked me more about myself, helped me, gave me stuff etc. really strange.
