12-18-2016, 11:17 AM
DAY XX
I've been feeling like my emotional confidence is back and stronger and more sustained. When I talk I don't sense emotional noise/distortion in my voice, I'm getting more concise in speech. I'm feeling the the emotional buoyancy I felt when I ran stage 7 of AM6. I think that's a symptom that the subconscious belief are in accord with the subs programming.
I bought a phero called core and I'm in the process of buying two more socials. Just to help with sporadic instances of anxiety. I feel like I'm less emotionally dead/boring, now, the thought and feeling of that belief pops up mentally with greater brevity. Socializing has improved to substantially.
On the girl end, it seems I'm getting better responses. They're less neutral. I feel my mentality is getting more solid , firmer. I'm having urges smoke pot and cigarillos, spend money on more pleasureable things. I want to have more fun in life. Also I think that I'm attracting lesbians I'm unsure, because my boss is lesbian and I catch her looking at me when there's no reason to, then this coworker who's lesbian reached for my groin area and grazed her finger 2 inches above my unmentionables . I didn't react , neither did she. In my head I was think what the fuck?! I've felt urges around her too. But I thought I was just imagining dumb shi.
I've been feeling like my emotional confidence is back and stronger and more sustained. When I talk I don't sense emotional noise/distortion in my voice, I'm getting more concise in speech. I'm feeling the the emotional buoyancy I felt when I ran stage 7 of AM6. I think that's a symptom that the subconscious belief are in accord with the subs programming.
I bought a phero called core and I'm in the process of buying two more socials. Just to help with sporadic instances of anxiety. I feel like I'm less emotionally dead/boring, now, the thought and feeling of that belief pops up mentally with greater brevity. Socializing has improved to substantially.
On the girl end, it seems I'm getting better responses. They're less neutral. I feel my mentality is getting more solid , firmer. I'm having urges smoke pot and cigarillos, spend money on more pleasureable things. I want to have more fun in life. Also I think that I'm attracting lesbians I'm unsure, because my boss is lesbian and I catch her looking at me when there's no reason to, then this coworker who's lesbian reached for my groin area and grazed her finger 2 inches above my unmentionables . I didn't react , neither did she. In my head I was think what the fuck?! I've felt urges around her too. But I thought I was just imagining dumb shi.
