Spiral's Sex Magnet 2011 journal

[Spiral]

I think the insecurity stems from the fact that I don't socialize with others because I really could care less. I don't care for people because the majority are idiots

Just wanted to chime in on this;

That's very presumptuous/judgmental.

Try look at it from outside the box.. if you think the majority of people are idiots, then of course you wont even want to talk to them.. why would you?

From what I assume in the post, you want to be more social but you have a limiting belief that the majority of the people are idiots..


- LM

Thank you for the observation, Lion. I remember reading the post a day later and I was feeling better. I knew I wanted to be more social and you're right. The only way for me to become social with everyone even for small talk I would have to drop that belief. I'm working on it. On my good days I'm in a better mood and more social.

Anyways started stage 4 last night. I'm noticeably more indifferent and ok with it today but my mood hasn't changed much since yesterday. I'm just real chilled out and ok with everything right now.