12-15-2016, 06:22 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-15-2016, 06:23 AM by AlphaScorpio.)
Day 14
Had day off work as took the day as holiday, Went shopping earlier for food and listened to DMSI on earphones whilst there only 1 IOI I can think of, middle aged lady around 45-50 looked at me for a few seconds with keen look.
I feel like I'm resisting alot and I feel a huge turmoil inside even though on the outside I seem to be having a positive rub off on people I interact with who know me, strangers seem to be frightened or wary though. My mental state/mood changes a fair bit during the day.
Feeling;
-Introversion (not looking around me much when out, introspective, self conscious)
-DGAF (Not caring about being rude or saying sorry if I bump into someone, getting angry at others if they dont move out my way, even told a lady to fuck off when she demanded where my lights were when I was riding my bike)
-Cut off from people who don't respect me or interact with me in a positive way.
Almost like running AM5/6 at the moment.
Don't feel aura at the moment, nor do I feel much when listening either.
Had day off work as took the day as holiday, Went shopping earlier for food and listened to DMSI on earphones whilst there only 1 IOI I can think of, middle aged lady around 45-50 looked at me for a few seconds with keen look.
I feel like I'm resisting alot and I feel a huge turmoil inside even though on the outside I seem to be having a positive rub off on people I interact with who know me, strangers seem to be frightened or wary though. My mental state/mood changes a fair bit during the day.
Feeling;
-Introversion (not looking around me much when out, introspective, self conscious)
-DGAF (Not caring about being rude or saying sorry if I bump into someone, getting angry at others if they dont move out my way, even told a lady to fuck off when she demanded where my lights were when I was riding my bike)
-Cut off from people who don't respect me or interact with me in a positive way.
Almost like running AM5/6 at the moment.
Don't feel aura at the moment, nor do I feel much when listening either.
