12-11-2016, 03:33 AM
DMSI has me paranoid (in a good way) that every single woman everywhere is checking me out lol, I feel somehow that my healing has finally finished and I've had a breakthrough somehow, subsequently a day later I got laid. And this is a DIFFERENT chick from the one in my journal that said she was 'now considering me for a sexual partner', but these things aren't actually important,the biggest aspect of DMSI for me personally is a NON-ATTACHMENT TO HAVING SEX. Meaning whether I got laid or not, it wouldn't matter...And i'm not just saying that to sound cool, I mean I really could care less. I literally made this girl beg for penetration 
, this is off the charts.
I used to be needy,desperate,and extremely susceptible to feeling rejected even by women that weren't that hot, but now, I feel like I can actually say no to pussy even if it's thrown at me. I also feel like the women I have always talked to are perceiving me differently,in a positive way. I dunno where this train leads, but I'm gonna keep riding it.
, this is off the charts.I used to be needy,desperate,and extremely susceptible to feeling rejected even by women that weren't that hot, but now, I feel like I can actually say no to pussy even if it's thrown at me. I also feel like the women I have always talked to are perceiving me differently,in a positive way. I dunno where this train leads, but I'm gonna keep riding it.
