12-09-2016, 03:10 PM
Day 8
I came to my parents' house for a weekend today and to my trusted scale. I lost hardly any weight which surprised me, not because I didn't loose that much but because it means improvement in my self-image came from within, not from my changing looks. And no, I doubt I gained much muscle these past 2 weeks.
I have this strange feeling, I honestly cannot name it. The best name to call it is intuition, I feel like something is up and only in time I will understand what's going on. Perhaps it's part of the healing, I don't know, it's not unpleasant feeling, just extremely awkward and strange. The best thing I can compare it to is Deja Vu.
I came to my parents' house for a weekend today and to my trusted scale. I lost hardly any weight which surprised me, not because I didn't loose that much but because it means improvement in my self-image came from within, not from my changing looks. And no, I doubt I gained much muscle these past 2 weeks.
I have this strange feeling, I honestly cannot name it. The best name to call it is intuition, I feel like something is up and only in time I will understand what's going on. Perhaps it's part of the healing, I don't know, it's not unpleasant feeling, just extremely awkward and strange. The best thing I can compare it to is Deja Vu.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
